Sometimes I wonder why we do the things we do.
Why we'd go the extra mile for people. Why we'd hurt people intentionally. Why we care so much. Why we don't give a flying fuck so much.
Can we blame it on the 'spur-of-the-moment reaction' or is it just human nature?

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.
When others clearly don't. When you're putting in so much of your energy and effort but people don't notice.
In the end when things turn bad, you'll end up blaming yourself and you're left to wonder what went wrong in the first place.


I really wish everything in my life would go my way, according to what I had picture in my head.
Where nothing would ever go wrong and no one would hate each other for anything.
Where nothing negative could possibly happen and there will be happy faces everywhere, everyday.
I really wish.