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Friday, May 29, 2009
allowed entry at 3:34 am



I wanna fly a kite.
Hard to find a nice open field with strong winds and shiet.
Even harder to find a store that sells nice kites. haha.


I reckon the rest of this year will be the most lepak I'll ever be in my entire life.
Lets have a look-see at my new improved to-do list for 2009.
1. Get a new job.
2. Pass my driver's license test.
That's about it, yeah.
2 things that need to be achieved within 7 months hahahah
Number 1 is almost done cause I can pull some strings here and there.

Talking about getting a new job, eversince I told my team I wanted to quit, my in-charges have been sulking like I'm gonna die soon.
One moment they'll persuade me not to quit and the next, they'll say "but in the end it's up to you to decide.".
And then they'll persuade me not to quit. Again. It's been a cycle for 2 weeks.
Sweet that some people recognize my strengths and actually appreciate them.


So anyways, conclusion.
I love 2009. So far.
It's the 1 year break I've always wanted.
The period where only my decisions matter. Where only I call the shots. The year where I do the things I wanna do.

Rad.


Friday, May 22, 2009
allowed entry at 1:43 am

I wish none of this had ever happened. If only I turned my back on you from the very beginning, it won't turn out this way.
You pulled me into this mess and now you'll have to sort it out on your own.

Your words mean squat to me. Disappointment is an understatement.
Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.

Right now I can't help but question the "what ifs".
Oh well.


Tuesday, May 19, 2009
allowed entry at 12:19 am



I hate it when people don't get my sarcasm.
I'd rather beat around the bush than say it straight.
Heh I think I'm too nice to tell people off that way.
Haiyah.

And I hate it when people keep things from me.
Not tangible objects, it's the thoughts in their head. Their problems.
I hate it when people leave me hanging.
You guys know me. People can tell me anything in the world and I won't judge. I never do.
So please, don't say "thanks anyway" or "ok take care" when you know that I know something's going on in that head of yours.
I have telepathic powers too, y'know ahah


Bad news for me. Liverpool's tickets for the match against Singapore is going at 88bucks for gallery seats or 188bucks for the grandstand seats.
Of course I'd want the grandstand ones but fuck I'm going to Tioman on the month itself. Hopefully.
Plus I haven't been saving my money. I just spent around 50bucks today. Just like I spent 4 times the amount a few days ago.
And I still owe my mum some cash. Dammit.
Sape2 nak kasi aku early birthday present, please buy me a grandstand ticket to the bloody match.
"Pu tang ina" _|_ ahhaah


Oh, yeah balls!
I've been contemplating on changing my job cause I'm sick of working there already, and freaking Raoul's freaking supervisor invited me to join them.
Dude. Raoul.
HELLS YEAH.
But I want either agnès b, G-Star Raw or Blackjack.
Memilih pulak aku -.-


Monday, May 11, 2009
allowed entry at 1:00 am



Stop being a smart alec.
No one likes a smart alec.
One thing I always keep in mind, no matter how smart or wise I think I am, I'll always know that there is someone a million times more smarter and wiser than me.
I know there are millions of people more knowledgeable than me.
It's called a sense of humility. Learn it some time, dude.


Spending a whole lot of my time outside of home, it's a darn good feeling to know that my parents still do love and care about me no matter how much they nag about and detest my seriously screwed up behaviour.
But dad's a darn cool dude and I'd die if anything bad happens to him.
Mum. What can I say. I'd die for her.
I love how they ask how my day went when I've settled down in my living room couch after a long day.
Sometimes it sucks when I reach home in the wee hours of the morning only to find them already asleep. By then only Cookie and Bob are awake. Then they'll join me in bed and wrestle around with me hahahaa.
Lucky the bed never roboh ah.

Anyhoos. Shopping with mum later today!
The last time I shopped with her, I ended up forking out 150bucks for a pair of new shoes which she said she was gonna buy for me which she didn't while saying "your shoes, your money,". Steady only ah, mother!
Lesson learnt, if you wanna make a deal with parents, you have to write it down in black and white and ask them to sign on the dotted line ahhahahaha


Wanna go donate blood or not ah later?
Lazy ah wanna wake up early early on my bloody off day. Sian ah, fatherrrrrr!!! Your daughter wanna sleep like pig, don't kacau her ohkay? Ohkay best.


"You'll be the one that I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you high above it all"

Apparently, I'm an ah-moy who is already married.
Tak ingin aku kahwin dengan kau, Zy!!! hahahhaahhaa


Wednesday, May 06, 2009
allowed entry at 2:06 am

Office politics.
I can never work in peace.
This is probably why I can never work with humans.
I think I'm better off working a zoo, animal shelter or some wildlife organization.
That would be hella fun.
IMAGINE CUDDLING CUTE BABY ANIMALS EVERYDAY. Cool shiznack.


So, swine flu.
I seriously thought I was hit by it. Eventhough I don't eat pigs. Eee.
Had fever for 4 days straight but I could still have the energy to gerek-gerek with my kaki gereks.
But I didn't go doc ah. Scared swine flu ah. If I die also, nevermind lah. Tak menyusahkan orang.
But I'm all better now. Not dead. So, hello.

And hello again to blogging.
I'm actually bored, there's no new and interesting music to listen to, I can't sleep eventhough I have work at 9, I have nothing to do, my bed's in a mess, I'm too lazy to tidy it up, I haven't been home in the longest time, I'm dead tired, my life's in a bloody mess, I have no time for myself, the meeting I had just now was a complete waste of my time, work's been a pain in the neck to me, imagine being the in-charge of a mega store for 3hours straight, alone, with no one to help you but yourself and damn this sentence is long, I need to end it now.
So yeah, that's why I'm typing nonsense.

I miss being a student. I don't fancy the idea of working till the end of time.
I wanna be a student till the day I die.
All you do at school is meet your friends, have long ass conversations about nothing, pretend to listen to the lecturer and go have fun after school. I miss that.
All you do at work is... work. "Work you bloody fool, work!".
Bloody cheebs.
I cannot cannot cannot wait to go back to school.


My bank account is running low on cash.
Thank heavens my pay's coming in tomorrow.
Weeeeeeeeeeooooooo can go gerek-gerek again.
Forever gerek-gerek. Bile yang kau tak gi gerek-gerek, Far?


Ohkay aku sleepy.
Imma go join my kitty in bed!

By the way.
It's May!