allowed entry at 6:09 pm
I guess no one else besides Nabila, Dane and Amin knows I've re-opened my bloggeh.
It seems like I was "M.I.A." for a bloody short while.
Hurhh.
People at home have been annoying the fuck out of me.
They have brains but they shove them up their asses.
They have eyes but they put them in their pockets.
They have ears but they flush them down the toilet.
And in the end, I'll do all the bloody work.
One thing that's killing me at this point of time is the fact that I'm MAKING my brother's resume for him.
Not enough of helping, I'm actually doing it for him.
But the process was quite fun cause we merepek-ed here and there, ton in my room with loud music, talked about people, criticised anything and everything in the world, yeah.
I thought it ended there, with us finishing the English-perfected resume.
BUT he just HAD to order me around to convert it to MS Word format and email it to 4 companies, while he's out with god-knows-who.
And now he screams at me saying that 3 companies couldn't receive the attached resume cause the file is too damn big.
And asked me to re-do it again.
KANINA RIGHT?!
It's your bloody future, why the hell are you asking me to do it for you?
But being ME, I kept quiet and re-did it for him.
Cause why?
I'm a good girl who doesn't complain much.
I'm a good sister who respects and loves her brother.
I'm a grateful person who treasures her SHOPPING PARTNER.
I swear to god I love shopping with my brother.
He'll go to every store with me, tell me what's nice and what isn't, say what suits me and in the end, I'll spend hundreds when I go out with him. CHEEBAI.
Plus, I don't need to waste money on transportation cause he brings me around on his bike XD
Conversations before he starts his bike goes something like,
Farrr: I need to find ___. At where uh?!
Bro: Aaahhh... At ___! Wanna go?
Farrr: [Gives a huge grin] OHKAY GO!
That's where the spending of my money starts.
And now I need at least 500 bucks the next time I go out with him.
Cause we'll need to lavish it on each other HOHO.
Kay, I love Mr. Muhammad Suffian Bin Jamalludin.
I was using my lappy the other day when this happened;
He thinks he's so cute lah -.-"
OH OH OH.
I'd like to wish ACHMAD FAISAL a very very Happy Belated 20th Birthday.
Thanks for being my counselor, thanks for cheering me up every goddamn day, for wasting my parent's money talking to you on the phone till 5AM, talking bullshit and making me laugh every few minutes.
There's no more "teen" at the back of your age.
YOU'RE 20! hahahahahha
KONEK DAH KECUT! HAHAHHAHAH
"Suck my balls lah." hhahah NABEY CHEEBAI.
I'd also like to wish HALIM a very very Happy Belated 18th Birthday.
My favourite bartender cum DJ!
Please please talk to the bouncers at The Clinic to let me in!
I wanna see you in action! nyahaha
Then we can drink and stargaze during your breaktime. WHEE!
AND AND maybe you can DIY an eyebrow piercing for me, while I DIY you a septum piercing.
Oh. My. God. NYAHAHA
I believe I've just typed out an essay.
Grade me, anyone? =)
allowed entry at 3:43 pm
Uh huh.
You can all rejoice now.
I'm back.
But I've lost all my blogger instincts.
Get ready for stupidly random posts or something.
I haven't been acting myself lately.
I think Nabila can sense it.
Sorry I was pissy over at MSN yesterday.
Dah lah aku bingit, wireless pun macam kanina. Nak kene rejam sial.
I eventually gave up and slept from 11pm to 2pm today.
That's 15 hours of sleep.
I won't call it "beauty sleep" cause I look horrible.
And my mum keeps on asking why I'm eating so little.
Huurrrhh. Go figure.
Let me welcome myself back by saying,
"OH MY GOODNESS FAREENA. YOU'RE ONE HELL OF A STUPID BITCH."
Hooray.
allowed entry at 9:14 pm
Some people are just such sluts.
Pure sluts.
Wait, not only sluts.
They're underaged sluts.
Why is there a growing number of underaged sluts in Singapore?
Sluts are like multiplying every single day.
Sluts think that the world revolves around them.
Grow up, kids.
Stop messing around.
It isn't funny.
It isn't cute.
It's gross.
It's annoying.
You're annoying me.
You're anoying the fuck out of me.
You're just an underaged slut.
I'm sorry.
I don't know what to do.
I love you.
Tell me, how long can you hang onto a word? =(
allowed entry at 2:56 am
I now comprehend
Letting you down was obnoxious of me
Over the tents and across the fair
Ventriloquists are miming me
Efforts of thee are wasted, my dear dummy
Kings and Queens
Have lost their minds, leaving
Animals to walk the earth, but
I see us amongst the pandemonium
Notice something? =)
I bet you don't.
Look closely and you'll see a message.
AH HECK.
You people aren't half as weird as I am.
I've just realised, even though I'm as mature as I can be,
I'm freaking childish.
Contradicting, much?
The stupid and childish things I do are beyond the term "stupidity".
So much so that your definition of "stupidity" is refined, if you come to know about the stupid things I do/did.
That was a major tongue twister.
Oh, let me introduce you to my idol.
CRAIG OWENS.
He's mine, no one else's.
I. WANT. TO. GO. TO. THEIR. SHOWS.
Sponsor me, anyone?
Their new album is freaking rad.
Enough said.
I was watching MTV in the afternoon just now when Boys Like Girls' video for "The Great Escape" came on.
Then when the chorus part came in, MY DAD SANG ALONG.
He went like, "THROW IT AWAY! forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape..!", yada yada.
I was like.. O.O
SO CUTE RIGHT?!
Envy me for having the coolest dad I've known.
AHHA
allowed entry at 3:01 am
"The saddest girl story" is what they call it
Not deaf, not dumb, I hear, I think
Kill me with those words
No more as there's been a heart transplant
Kill me with those actions
No more as this girl has been sedated
Minus 1, minus 2, watch me float by
Numbers grow smaller, oh look, where is she?
The irony of it all
Remains embedded in my 17 year old clockwork
Ten lines.
Ten lines was all I needed to express my inner-most thoughts.
And hooray, I bet you have no idea what the hell you just read.
You won't be leaving my arms, ever.
I promise you that.
Even if you want me to let go, honey.
Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you.
Meh?
=(
allowed entry at 11:58 pm
Minus the glitches here and there, I had a fun time out with Nas, Bert, Cas, Ahmad, Faten, Zee and like 8 others whom I have no idea what their names were lol
And they knew me as...
NYONYA.haha
So, I'll let the pictures do the talking.
Damn, that line is so bloody cliche.
Ahmad, Boy and MEH
A.K.A
Daddy, son and mummy.
RIGHT RIGHT?! nyahahahaha kay shut up.
"Kejab, kejab, mummy dia nak kasi goodbye kiss!"
HAHAHA
Cas tumpang glamour at the back.
tsk tsk
Eh, I look super tall standing next to them. MEHEHEHE
MEH, Cas, Nas and Bert.
And Bert darling, thanks a bunch for organising this whole trip.
From the contacting of a dozen people down to the ordering of food and drinks.
KUDOS to you =)
And and, don't bother about what that fag said, ohkay?
You know yourself.
She ain't worth sulking around for, alright?
Much looooooove.
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING.
I hope my bro is free tomorrow.
He'll WATCH me shop.
Cause he ain't got no money, yo.
HAHA
allowed entry at 11:40 pm
They make me smile.
They make me laugh.
When we're together, nothing else in the world matters.
Everyone's a jerk, everyone's a bitch, everyone's retarded.
Except for us.
Well, that's from my point of view anyways.
I don't know if they feel the same way I do.
But hey =)
I love Haiqal.
I love Reezan.
Enough said.
I know, my face is begging to get a smack.
We were going for the "matrep and minahrep" look.
But I gave the "I'm having sex" look, Haiqal gave the "Oh no, someone's in front of us while we're trying to camwhore" look and Reezan, well, he can really carry off the matrep look.
This is my confession.
Though I may not know who reads the words that come out from this fingertips, I'm saying it all out into the world.
I smoke.
I drink.
I curse.
I swear.
I've been having flings for the past year. Or more.
But nothing compares to the bullshit I've been hearing.
I can't think straight anymore.
New problems arise every single day.
I keep my mouth shut.
But my mind doesn't stop thinking.
Just know that I might blow up any minute now.
With the help of my PMS, may God have mercy on you all.
And oh, to add onto the list of "I dos",
I'm bulimic.
Told you, this is my confession.
allowed entry at 2:54 pm
No, I didn't screw up the HTML for my blog layout.
I really did remove the links and my tagboard.
It's depressing to see no one tagging though I know people read my blog.
Ah well.
EH MANDY MOORE'S NEW VIDEO IS ANNOYING THE HELL OUT OF ME, PLEASE!
It's like.. WHEN WILL IT STOP, MAN?!
CB KIA.
Stop it
sia, Mandy Moore.
Last warning
eh. HOHO.
And and, I think that Sean Kingston will be a one-hit wonder.
Good luck to you, you annoyingly voiced... guy.
I was walking home from school just now, and I realised that I know of no words that rhyme with "word".
Find me words that rhyme with "word" and I will share a Subway cookie with you.
On that note, I'm really craving for a Subway cookie.
And I wanna flirt with that Subway guy again so that I can get free cookies.
YES, NABILA. And Zarifah, prolly =P
I admit, I was flirting. HAHAHA
If I didn't flirt, we wouldn't get those 2 free cookies lah ohkay.
Subway Guy: Oh nevermind, I'm just gonna charge you $1.10 for the 3 cookies
Farrr: OH COOL. I'm so coming back here again.
Subway Guy: OH YES YOU ARE.
Farrr: I love you.
Subway Guy: I love you too!
And the whole Subway looked.
Yeah bebeh, look at me yo.
HAHAHA kay fuck sia cb I feel like slapping my face.
I swear to god, this is the most random post I have ever blogged.
And here comes more random stuff that people said over the past 2 weeks, I think.
Scenario 1: ISG was sitting in class, listening to Mrs. Tan talking about ISG issues when out of nowhere;
Charles: Fareena, have you ever thought about modelling?
Farrr: WTF no. Why?
Charles: Cause you've got the height.
Farrr: Only? Pssht.
Charles: And the legs.
WHOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
My head was like so fucking big, a blind man sitting at the coffee shop beside my block in Bedok can see it.
Scenario 2: Nabila, Haiqal and Farrr were sitting at ViVoCity when;
Farrr: *singing singing singing*
Nabila: Farrr, go back to singing in a band please.
Like, MEH HEEEEHHEHEEEEHEHEHE!
Kay shut up Farrr.
Go study Tourism.
1 more paper and 2 more days to freedom.
Is that like awesome or is that AWESOME?!
Kay bye bitch.
"MUKA PUKIIIIII.
RAMBUT CHEEEEBAAAAIIIIIIIII"
Come uh, punch my face.
X)
allowed entry at 3:46 pm
5 foot 7 with a 6 in the middle
You got me playing around with the cat and the fiddle
Grade me an 'A' for the scripts and the act
Cause everything you see now is just a facade
Rolling my eyes at every word people say
Oh, can't you see it now baby?
I don't know what to do
allowed entry at 3:18 pm
Head down amongst the crowd
For 10, serenity arrives
Huff and puff, half is gone
Toss and turn from 11 to 5
Insides churn like the waves of the sea
Head down in the waste
Forcing
Gagging
Puking
Drugged, I passed out
I’d like to thank you for welcoming me to this.
I’d like to welcome those reading this.
Welcome to my social suicide.
Goodbye.
allowed entry at 10:24 pm
I know, last time I said that putting music up on blogs is fucking annoying and stuff like that.
But let me contradict myself for just this once.
Cause I'm in love with this song.
If any guy sings this to me, my heart will melt.
For sure.
It's a shame Ritchie Valens passed on.
He would've been the legend.
BAH.
The last time I loved someone, I dreamt about him.
Now I know I really do love you.
Cause I dreamt the nicest and most pleasant dream about you.
The first time's, the last time
The first time in my life
Lights will ignite us
We're all bloodthirsty killers
We're all dead
Open water, the tides have shifted
Like clockwork, the sharks arrive at dawn
Razor cut like a smile
Straight through
allowed entry at 6:37 pm
THE PAST 3 DAYS HAVE BEEN FUCKING AWESOME.
As weird as this may sound,
I've been BUSY with LEISURE time.
Get it?
Knock yourself in the head if you don't get what I mean. PSSHT.
Though I wasn't invited, I went to W34A's chalet LOL
Sorry I bombarded in with my stupid ITE uniform and suddenly joined you bunch.
Lucky I had 2 extra tickets to Wild Wild Wet.
Spent quality time with darling Nabila.
You know, and I know what we talked about at "Tsunami".
MEHEHEHEHE.
AHAHA!
I made friends with the Condom Ghost.
A fun 2 days with a few new people X)
Then yesterday, I got my ass moving from my cousin's house at 8PM to go give Nas a hug.
The rest of the pictures are with Ahmad.
Ahmad, Ahmad.
Want hug, but in the end, shy uh?! HAHAHA
Kay done with the post.
NAS'S TURN TO UPDATE! XD
