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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

allowed entry at 11:04 pm

Situations aren't dramatic.
Yet, I get so adversely affected to the point where I don't feel like talking to anyone.
Surprisingly, even Nabila.
Real life isn't like TV shows, where you have a heart-to-heart every five minutes.
You just put up with things and get on with your life.
And as far as I'm concerned, the less fuss there is, the better.
All the bends and breaks weren't worth it.
Haiyah.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiyah.

But then again, with my foolish exterior,
I end up being noisy and nonsensical all over again.
Whee?

allowed entry at 4:15 pm

This is so not fair.
I wanna kill you guys.
You have fun at other people's expense.
ie. When I'm asleep or not conscious of when you're snapping a picture of me in school.
You bloody neneh poks.
Just look at the pictures they post on their blogs! omgggggg

AAAAYYYYEEE!!
Wait eh, I wanna cry.

Anyway.
You guys are so mean.
Always bullying me.
But I'm so niiiicceeeee.
Why people, whhhhhyyyyy?!
*takes out a penknife and slits wrists*
ahaahahahaha bloody nenehs!

And yeah, now I have the tendency to sleep in class.
In every classes except BZC and MKT.
Which leaves us with one.
EPL. hahaaahahah
Damn.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Seriously.

And I saw Syukri yesterday.

Syukri: Assalamualaikum! [I would've never in my life expected him to greet me like that.]
Farrr: OH MY GOD!

Wow.
That just shows how religious I am, huh.
But then again, I was dumbfounded.
Like the other time I was on the phone with Nabila and my hot cousin said "bye!" and I said "Oh. Ah."
Stupid nigga.

Ohkay bye.

Monday, October 29, 2007

allowed entry at 12:43 am

I'm at my wits end.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna go on a murder spree.
Decapitate every stranger I see and hang their heads at the gates of Cemetery Drive.
Mother fucking son of an illegitimate crack whore!
GAH!

My itinerary for everyday has been like
School. Home. Out. Home. Sleep.
School. Home. Out. Home. Sleep.
School. Home. Out. Home. Sleep.
No lunch. No dinner.
Aching legs and body. 2 ginormous eye bags.
So today has been a really lazy day for me.
Which was heavenly.
Woke up at noon, saw my cat puke but I couldn't be bothered.
Watched teevee till 3PM then took a bath.
More teevee. More laziness.
Mmhmm. That's life.
Being alone has never felt so good.

And after listening to heaps of trance, pop, hip hop and R&B,
I'm back to listening to the thing I'd define as the root of music itself.
Punk rock.
I sense my ears being happy.
Oh look, they're jumping. WHEE!
It won't be long till I return to finding new bands to listen to.

AND ROS!!
What's up with the opening statement of your blog post yesterday?!
No other examples to give is it? haahha

Anyways,
Lemme show you some pictures.

He makes me feel like I really do exist in this world.

While this woman, oh my god what do I say about this woman.
Saying that she's amazing and wonderful would be a mother fucking understatement.

Oh Oh Oh!
Iryani Binte Samsudin!
All the best to you for your Os.
I wanna see you in poly, ohkay?
Will see you soon!
Study hard, idiot ♥

I know my bloggeh is lacking pictures.
I rarely take out my camera from my bag nowadays.
Plus it's Raya.
Everyone in my family is out with my camera.
While I'm either home or outside. Not Raya-ing.
No fucking mood for bloody celebrations.

And I've been getting mood swings since 4 days ago.
Sorry if I hurt you with my words and/or actions.
I. Have. To. Be. Left. Alone.

That's what you've always wanted, right?

It's been a hell of a long time, Mr. Alcohol.
I wanna have a chat with you soon.
Then I'll gulp you down in heaps.
And then you'll sit in my tummy, and wonder if the both of us would get home safe and sound.
I can't wait to get a chance to reunite with you, Mr. Alcohol sir.

Love, your long lost drinker.

I was playing Haziq's PSP at the zoo.
Heh.
Tak senonoh siak duduk terkang-kang.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

allowed entry at 11:42 pm

I'm lacking the basic necessities in life.
I lack sleep.
I lack nutrition.
I lack fluid.
I lack communication.
I'm lacking of everythingggggggggggggggggggggg.

Fuck lah.
Fuckety fuck fuck fuck.
FUCK.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

allowed entry at 5:57 pm

A blast from the past occurred to me today.
2 hugs and an exchange of words.
I missed that bugger so much.
I never though I'd see that person again. At least not this soon.
But look what Raya brought the both of us, huh =)

Ohkay so yesterday's post.
No, Ain, it wasn't cause of the freakishly ginormous creepy flying bug thingamagic that flew around the zoo we call our school.
That piece of fuck gave me 2 heart attacks I tell you.
Anyways, I almost died yesterday cause I almost got it by a car hahahaha funny sia.
But scary ah.
I happy happy read my book and I didn't realise that I was crossing a road. Gundu babi.
Skali.... WHAM! Kay bedek. This one sound effect onlyyy.
A white car was next to me lah siaaaaaaaaal.
The driver must have horned at me (that sounds fucking wrong) cause everyone was looking.
And I couldn't hear cause my earpieces were plugged in and I'm partially deaf in both ears haha
Paiseh ah sia!
I blame the book.
I couldn't take it away from my eyes.
Setupit.
But nice ah haha

Anyhoos.
School's been good.
The only sucky thing is that I have to attend assembly 4 days a week.
It's like bloody neh neh.
The last thing I need at 8 in the morning is to stand in a crowd while singing the bloody anthem.
-____________________-"
Cb. Saddening sial.

OH OH!
I received the weirdest phone call since my last weird phone call haha
Scenario: Farrr sees an unknown number.

Farrr: Hello?
Person: Hello. Know who this is?
Farrr: Uuuhh no. Who's that?
Person: Guess lah. I was your boyfriend last time.
Farrr: What the fuck? Who are you?
Person: Guess lah.
Farrr: I don't wanna guess. Who the fuck are you?

NABEH.
Fucker played the guessing game with me for at least 45 seconds.
People have no idea how much I HATE GUESSING GAMES.
I wanted to know his name so I went along uh.

Person: Yus lah.
Farrr: Yus?! WHO THE FUCK IS YUS?! Did you get the right number?!

Fucker hung up.
hahahahahahahhahahahaha
Paiseh kape boy?!
I was laughing my bloody fucking ass off till I almost cried.
Aaaahh, humans.
Can they get anymore funnier?
I told my brother and he couldn't stop laughing.
I could've sworn he almost fell off my chair.

Oh the whole conversation was in Malay.
I've never had a Malay sort of boyfriend before.
The type who speaks Malay all the fucking time.
So I really don't think that fucker was my boyfriend.
Unless he thought I was his girlfriend. hhahahaa fuck.

Yus, confirm pe aku ex kau sial?
hahahahahaah!

And cheebai lah.
What people have been saying are really depressing me, know.
I wish I can plug in my mp3 24 hours a day and never listen to anyone ever again.
Walau =(

Monday, October 22, 2007

allowed entry at 3:40 pm

Dammit lah sial.
I almost died today.

O.O

allowed entry at 12:51 am

Il mio fratello ha usato un decimo dei miei soldi!
Idiota.
Ha usato i miei soldi per spenderee sulla sua amica.
E sono in modo da orinato fuori da quello sto scriv in italiano.
IDIOTA!

AHAHHAH that's some screwed up Italian shit right there.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

allowed entry at 11:54 am

I've been out of stuff to blog about.
The only surprising thing that happened this week is the fact that I'm halfway through the book.
Like, whoa.
Thanks to freakishly long rides to people's homes. Can people stay anymore FURTHER? Chet.

My parents have been bugging me to hurry up in getting a bloody car license so that we don't need to wait for my bro to drive us around.
And I'm like, "I'M 17 LAH! What you want me to do?!"
Who asked you to conceive me in 1989?! PSSHT.
Must wait for August some more.
Walau. Can die man.
Confirm cannot get my bro as my instructor. Nyet.

The words that are always said to my face during Raya:
"Eh you're so TALL now eh!"
Can you possibly BE anymore obvious?
And besides, I've been tall since forever.
How can you say "now"?
-_____________-"

I need money.
Makciks and pakciks, come to my house and give me money now.
Makaseh.
Love, anak sedare kau yang tak tau malu.

And I don't know half my relative's names.

EVERTON VS. LIVERPOOL TONIGHT!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I miss you.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

allowed entry at 8:56 pm

According to Sha, I'm a confused bisexual pedophile emokid.
Kaninabu chao cheebai peh anak.
AKU BILANG SMUE ORANG KAU GAY.
hahahahhahaha
Fuck you fuck you fuck you.

Anyhoos, this is the reason why I wake up in the morning and travel to Bishan from Mondays to Fridays.
Apart from getting grades, that is. HEH.

And the fact that my baju matched Rauf's was totally coincidental ohkay.
SHADDAP UH.

And oh oh oh!!!
I can be a mummy already lah siol.
Ashraf/Asyraf, Yana's nephew only wanted ME to carry him.
MMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
I guess he can sense the mummy instincts I have right now.
Ohkay bullshit.

BLOODY HELL CUTE RIGHT?!
I wanna fucking kick him lah GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!
And look at his hands!
The hand sign for "I Love You".
Omggggggg, I love you too! HHEEEEE!!! XD
Stupid people around me don't know how to move their fat asses away so I can peacefully take a picture with my new obsession.
KANINA.

Anyways.
I went to the library alooooooone today.
And borrowed the novelised version of V for Vendetta.
SO FUN omg.
Fucking sucked that I couldn't find 'Persuasion'.
I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT.
Stupid moron.
Borrowed the only book they had at Bedok.
Stupid Bedok Library only has 1 stupid copy of it.
Stupid.
Idiot.
Nyeh.

Oh.

Resident.
Evil.
Extinction.
Is.
Mother.
Freaking.

Awesome.

PS: I am not a nerd. Fuck you XD

Saturday, October 13, 2007

allowed entry at 5:33 am

It took me a while to think about Raya and everyone saying sorry to each other.
I realise that I haven't done it before lol.
The whole "aku susun sepuluh jari, meminta maaf" blah blah blah bull.

You people prolly aren't gonna read this till the 2nd day of Raya or something.
But uh, here goes nothing.

Selamat Hari Raya, people.
I'm a real pain in the ass at times and I apologise.
For all the times that I've done wrong towards you, I'm really sorry.
Uuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Seriously. I suck at this.
And to think that I wanted to say all this in Malay.
It'll take me a whole day to accomplish that.

Eh anyways, uh seriously.
Let bygones be bygones.
Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

OMG it feels freaking weird just typing that out.
I am seriously not a Malay kinda person.
Hurh. Weird.

Ohkay bye suckers.
MY BACK HURTS.

Click to enlarge, click!
CLIIIIIIICCCKKKKKK!!!!! hahaha

Friday, October 12, 2007

allowed entry at 5:13 am

haha
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AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?

And now I lay in bed and say to myself,
What in the name of God did I get myself into?
Dang it.
DANG IT!

Aye.
Does the world really revolve around pretense?
Fuck, take a look around.
My sorry sepet cina eyes see faux acts.
Or maybe these pupils deceive me.
Enlighten me.
Say, "Good morning, star shine. The Earth says Hello!",
As though it'll make everything disappear.

I wish I was like Timmy Turner.
I want Fairy Godparents.
That would be fucking cool.
A million and one things I would change.
I'll start with the fucking hole in the ozone layer.
Then I'll go on combating racism.
From there, Bush's death and thus world peace ^_^V

See how my mind jumps from one direction to the other in a split second? hurh.
I need to freaking stop that.
I think cleaning the house has taken a toll on me.
It used to be a 5 people project.
Now it's down to 3.
How sad.
AND EXHAUSTING.
I swear I looked like a maid.
A maid who works even when her parents are sound asleep on their comfy little bed. Grr.

Happy Birthday, sucker.
You're loved.
Always were, always will be.
Yes, yes, I love you ;)

A friend said, "I tried setting my gmail password to "penis" and it said it wasn't long enough =("
L-O-fucking-L

Fuck.
I have no idea why I like to say the word "fuck".
Why uh?

Fuck. haha

http://www.mukemintakkenesepak.com

Thursday, October 11, 2007

allowed entry at 2:44 am

I wanna start reading again.
I fear my imagination losing it's... imaginationalismthingalingthingo. haha
Stupid Esplanade library didn't have the book I wanted.
Name je Esplanade library.
Idiot.

4 more days.

4 more days and I'm back to being a school girl.
I don't want.
I like living like this.
Living like I'm a school drop out.
Walking in malls during the weekdays, with no one around.
Eating in a deserted Burger King where it echoes when I laugh out loud like no one's goddamn business.
Hanging out at random alleys while I secure myself with lung cancer by 2nd hand smoking.
heh.
4 more days.
I don't waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant!

Oh, I was on the phone with dear Mr. Faisal and we ended up talking about the planets and astronauts.

Faisal: Eh astronauts have to bring passport or not? If other planet got immigration how eh?

Idiot. Make me laugh till I cry.

And yes, bravo. Kudos to you.
This is the reason why I just don't bother.
This is the reason why I reason myself with excuses.
This is juuuuusssttt the goddamn reason why.
God, please clear his mind and then strike him with lightning.
Add in a little thunder too.
It's been a while since I've heard thunder.

It's times like these when I need my brother around.
I've been dead quiet at home cause he isn't home anymore.
It makes me damn sad lah omg.
Damn you Jurong Island!
Go defend yourself lah.
Idiot.
Come back on Friday, please?
Your darling little sister misses you. GRAVELY.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

allowed entry at 11:58 pm

I think I have to cut down on the vulgarities.
And the crappy nonsensical bullshit I type in my bloggeh.
Hurh.

Time for me to talk about MOVIES!
I watched The Lake House yesterday, and Oh. My. Goodness.
It's the sweetest movie I have ever watched. This month. ahaha
And duh, with a tearjerker like me, expect tissues flying everywhere around the couch.
I swear, if there ever was a guy as sweet, and ohmygod I'm actually out of words to describe how amazing his character is.
Back to my point. If there ever was a guy like Alex Wyler, which is played out by Keanu Reeves, I will NEVER let that guy go.
Like, EVER.
He's beyond the definition of the term "a sweet guy".
I doubt there's a guy walking on the surface of this Earth like him.
Prove me wrong, assholes.
I think I'm in love with a movie character.
I'm in love with Alex Wyler.
Nyeh.
And is it just me or is Keanu Reeves looking hotter?
O.o

4 more days to Raya.
And what am I doing?
Waiting for movies to load.
This either says that,
1. I'm a loser.
2. I'm an ignorant idiot who can't bother to help around the house.
3. I'm a loser, or
4. I'm a loser.

I seriously don't know what to do around the house.
I'm not gonna be a good housekeeping wife when I get married.
I'll use my career as an excuse to not stay home then.
And I'll get a caretaker for my house.
heh

I feel like moving out.
Renting an apartment.
And live with my friends.
I remember the plans Alfie, Sofrie, Ian and I made when we were 14, secondary 2.
We were all huge fans of FRIENDS and we really did wanna purchase 2 apartments that were faced-to-faced, just like the ones in the show.
Clement and Alina would purchase another apartment in the other block so they can live happily ever after. haha
There was a cab ride to school we took, after eating at LJS.
We were left with 10 minutes till math class ended so we took a cab, just to show our no-shame faces.
The cab had an IKEA booklet thingo, and Alfie was fucking high and hyper in the cab.
She opened that booklet and said "oh my god. This is nice. Let's buy this for our apartment. And this. And this! AND THIS! THIS TOO!"
hahahahaha
Ah my god.
Blissful moments.
You have no idea how much I miss those times.
I would kill to have it all back again.
=(

But I'm content with what I have now.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

allowed entry at 2:58 am

The dose of Resident Evil: Apocalypse was refreshing.
I can't wait for Resident Evil: Extinction!
Yes, I know I'm a nerd.
No wait, I'm not a nerd.
I'm just a ginormous movie buff.
There's just something about turning on the teevee on to HBO, Star Movies or turning on the DVD player and inserting DVDs and just watching movies.
I love it.
Accompanied with some snacks and drinks, you're covered for a movie marathon.

The best movie I've watched this week is Wild Things.
Yeah, that movie is OLD SCHOOL.
Back when Matt Dillon was a tad younger.
When Neve Campbell looked like a goth.
And when Denise Richards wasn't married to Charlie Sheen. heh
I just needed to watch it again. But mind you, there's a few sex scenes.
A threesome is included. haha
But the movie is fucking rad.
Definitely worth watching cause it'll leave you in awe.

Now I just need more time to watch more movies.
I've come up with a bloody long ass list to guide me in my conquest to broaden my movie knowledge. Nyahaha.

Neither loud nor soft
Those words kill me
He said, she said
I say "oh shit. I have a new pimple."
You say "fuck this shit. I give up."
One more chance, a little more time, your support
It's all I'm asking for
Really

Saturday, October 06, 2007

allowed entry at 4:38 pm

Saturday 6th October is officially the worst day I've had since my last "worst-days-I've-had". hah.

Can I ask you guys something?
Did I use to be a lying and bitchy smoker?
No, right? Fuck lah.
It's times like these that I start beating myself up.
And no Maisur, I didn't bang my fucking head against the wall.
It's times like these that I wish I could turn back time.
Stupid time machine. How do I go about creating one? GAH!

To add on to the mess, I checked my results, and I got fucking Bs for all 3 modules.
And a 3 for my GPA.
This is the reason why I don't study for my exams.
I try so fucking hard and yet I get fucked up results back.
EHEH I sound like a "omg-the-world-is-so-unfair-to-me,-I-should-take-out-a-penknife,-
slit-my-wrists-and-die" emokid.
Stupid morons.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

allowed entry at 11:53 pm

So 2 days ago, dear Nabila had to do a presentation on "The People Whom You Treasure The Most".
And this was what she said to me over the phone.

Nabila: When my faci said that, the first person that came to my mind was you. Not even my parents, till I saw everyone else putting their parents on their slides.

I swear to God, she made me cry.
Guess what, Nabila?
The same thing would have happened to me.
[Inserts idiotic smile, but full of love.] HAHAH
But I would've thought of my parents, after you. Yeah.
You ungrateful daughter!
And oh, "KAU KLUAR DARI CHEEBAI AKU, KAU DIAM!"
HAHAAHAHAHAAH

Anyways, results are out.
They're fucking OUT.
But, the fucked up thing is that I can't fucking view my fucking results.
Screw profanities, I'm not fasting, motherfucker.
I got so fucking pissed off when the people at the school's administration office won't fucking give me my fucking password over the fucking phone.
Like, get a fucking grip.
I can prove that I indeed am Nurfareena Binte Jamalludin.
Who the fuck else would wanna see my fucking results?

Farrr: Uh, I lost my password, but I filled up the form already. I'm busy and I can't possibly go all the way to Bishan from Bedok just to get a few alphabets on a piece of paper to see my results.
Woman: Oh, you still have to come back to school to retrieve the document.
Farrr: Why can't you just verbally tell me my password over the phone?
Woman: Because it's your person information.
Farrr: But why? Ah whatever, thanks, bye.

FUCK PISSED LAH BITCH.
She didn't even answer my question. Kanina.
Seriously, wasting 45 fucking cents and 45 fucking minutes travelling all the way to fucking Bishan isn't worth it.
I would wait till school reopens to get my password, but I wanna see how I scored.
Cause the ITE exams were the only exams I really studied hard for.
O Levels could've kissed my huge Asian ass, cause I couldn't be bothered.
But ironically, I bothered for a fucking ITE exam.
So treat me lunch, bitch.
So yeah anyways, I'll have to travel all the way to Bishan to get a piece of paper that states a couple of capitalised and uncapitalised alphabets and numbers, jumbled up together to form a password.
Nice.
Thanks.
Oh, the best thing is, I didn't fucking lose my password in the first place.
It was in my drawer the whole fucking time.
Good going, Farrr.
HURH.

And it feels damn bloody hell fucking awesome to curse and swear again.
God, please don't get angry and strike me with lightning.

So uh yeah.
I'm like fuck bored now.

I wonder why my mind doesn't come up with random lines anymore.
Random lines which I then continue to make a verse.
A verse full of bull that people won't understand.
A verse full of bull that only I understand.
Am I full of bull?
Not BULL WITH HORNS bull.
BULLSHIT bull, you moron.

I have a sick mind.
You're one sick sick bitch, Fareena.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!
I HAVE TO FUCKING GO TO BISHAN TOMORROW.
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT.
I'm gonna build a teleport machine tonight.
So I need not wake up early for A MOTHERFUCKING PASSWORD.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

allowed entry at 4:42 pm

Saying that I'm disappointed would be an understatement.
I swear I have no idea what to do.
I am ignorant and egotistical, I know that for sure.
But that's just who I am, no matter how hard I try to change.
Am I overreacting? I'm not sure.
I've been feeling lost for the past few weeks.
And it's still continuing.
I don't know what I need.
857 shots of alcohol?
740293 packs of cigarettes?
No thanks. I'm over that shit.
Maybe, I just need _________.

Go ahead, fill in the blank.
Surprise me.

allowed entry at 1:13 am

WHEEEEE!
Outing with the boys was fun.
I didn't know guys were such divas.
I thought I was late.
But they were later.
Cheeeeeebai fuckfaces.
As if that wasn't enough.
2 of them weren't fasting.
REEZAN is 1 of them.
If you don't fast this Friday, I swear I'm not gonna go to your jamming session. HURH.

AKU SAYANG HAIQAL.
KAU JEALOUS!?

Let's spot the 2 who didn't fast.

AND AND LOOK WHO CAME BY TO SEE ME!!!
MR. ACHMAD FAISAAAAAL!!!!!!
A.K.A. my counselor and berbual-merepek-king-kong partner.
He got lost at City Hall after a year of not being in Singapore.

Farrr: Where you?!
Faisal: I DON'T KNOW SIA! I WANT TO SHIT ALREADY!
Farrr: HAHAHAHA!
Faisal: I see everything so different already. I think I at Suntec uh!

AKU HAPPY SIAL.
And why do I look Chinese?

Aku pun sayang Reezan.
Jealous? ohohoho.

I have sexy legs. AHAHAHA.
Kidding lah bitches.

For the benefit of those who hasn't seen me in glasses before,

HEEEEEE.
I look like a nerd.
But my hair power flower, right? HOOHAH!
I love my hair.
=D
Kay I shall shut up.

And, uh, 1st October 2007 marks the end of me smoking.
So everyone, give me 10 bucks as a form of reward.
=)

I'll post pictures of the outing with the girls soon.
I lazy uh.
And I haven't bathe. HURH.

Monday, October 01, 2007

allowed entry at 1:03 am

AND STOP SAYING I SOUND LIKE A MINAH!!!
Do I have to converse in English 24/7 to not sound like a minah?
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Aku nak bual melayu, aku peh pasal ah.
Set ah, aku jadi minah.
Lagi bagus jadi minah dari aku kene label EMO siol.

AKU BUNGE UH.
Gi mampos ah korang.
AKU M.I.A. LAGI BAGUS.

aaaaaaaaaaaaahaha
Don't mind me lah sia.
I'm just fucking bored.
And no, I'm not angry.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

allowed entry at 12:57 am

HHEEEEEE!!!!
I'm freaking happy seeing so many morons tagging my board.
Maybe I should go missing more often.
Or maybe get hit by a car. Hurh.

Anyways, taggy replies!

yaany: Style pe tukar-tukar name! And haha mesti uh, anak orang kaye pe HAAH kay merepek -.-" My face macam cina? DAMMIT.

Amin: Porn would be healthy for him. I'm worried that he might be gay HAHA

ila: yes, you and your "macam nak kene sepak" line. I know you wanna sepak a lot of people.

ayin: YEAH I KNOW lol my posts have all been like super duper short with only me knowing what it means. haha =P

Daya: Uh, bib or what. Bib anjing kau uh hahaha

Dane: LOL omg pussyworld.com!!!! AHAHAHAHAHA you seriously made me laugh out loud in front of my lappy sia! damn you.

yaNa: YANA! I miss you so sosososososososo much! Tag more ohkay! So I won't miss you that much HOHO ;)

zaini: Chey abeh bangga uh!? nyahahahaha

Kay that was tiring.

30TH SEPTEMBER 2007!
My dad's birthday.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I totally forgot about it -.-"
So I went out and about with a hungry tummy to gather some stuff for my dad.
While accompanying my brother who did MORE shopping.
God, help me.
And oh, my dad's given me 200 bucks over the span of 2 months now.
He gave my bro and me 100 bucks each just now.

Bro: KA-CHING!!!! hahahahaha

hahahaha cheebai fuckface punye anak.
I have no idea what got into my parent's heads, but I'm loving it.

While that moron shopped, I thought about my dad's favourite food.
I came up with Coney Dogs and Ice Lemon Tea.
I couldn't bare to see mum receiving nothing, so I bought freaking DURIAN puffs.
I FUCKING HATE DURIANS, DAMMIT!
And then obviously I bought a cake.
Aaaaaaaaaaaand 3 Subway cookies for myself.
I know. I'm a pig.
And then my mum went and cooked some stuff which was bloody unnecessary.
AND THEN the neighbours gave one ginormous pot thingy of lasagna.
I'll have till 5AM to finish all that. HAH.
AND OH.
I spent my own money buying all those stuff.
I had the initiative of thinking about my dad's favourite stuff, when my mum doesn't know shit. HAHA so much for being my dad's wife.
So tell me, am I a good daughter or am I a good daughter? =D
Tapi kalau setan aku dah kluar, I make my mum cry. HURRHH. I'm not saying sorry. nyahah
Yes, I have a ginormous ego.
But I'll prolly put that aside on the first day of raya.
Only. haha

CLICK TO ENLARGE, GOD DAMMIT.

The pictures are so gross.
Weird backgrounds and stuff. BAH!

I love my dad a lot, yes.
Happy Birthday.
I have no idea what his age is HAHAHAHA

Did I tell you I'm an insomniac now?
Or maybe I really am nocturnal.
Then I'll be like Faz. BBAAAHH!! O.o
Anyways, I can't sleep unless the clock hits 6AM. Or maybe 6.30AM.
Then I'll wake up when my phone rings.
Whoever calls or texts me everyday, you're my wakeup caller/texter.
Which is around 2 or 3PM, depending on whoever gives a shit about me anymore.
Hurrh.

I'm bored.
And now I'm turning to pop songs to de-bore me.
And squirm when I lie awake on my bed.
Like a little worm.
HAHHAHH fuck lah bye.