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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

allowed entry at 10:47 pm

FUCK YOU!
Dang it, dude.
Even jackasses are better off then you.
PFFT.

The reason why I'm not active in myspace anymore;
Pathetic 13-15 year old kids trying to make themselves popular by adding people and not talking to them.
Fucking morons should be pushed aside and get a kick in their faces.
A bulletin posted by some random 14 year old kid whom hasn't talked to me before and I don't remember her cause EVERY ONE OF THEM LOOKS THE SAME -
"Baybeats anyone? Hit me back if you're going."
Come on lah sia.
What are you trying to prove?
Cheebai kia.
I know I ain't that old nor wise, but there's just too much KIDDYNESS in myspace.
Myspace is kid-infested.
Run.
Be afraid.
Be very afraid.

My eyes are like -.-
I'm gonna leave you, whoever you are, with a piece of my writing I did 2 days ago.
Completed it within minutes.
Aaahh, I miss those inspirational moments.
I never seem to have them nowadays.
Mind's always blank and you'll constantly catch me staring into space.
Anyhoos.

You were the sky
I was the ground
We can never meet
Till the day earth dies

You were high up there
Looking down on pathetic lil’ me
I was being stepped all over
While you reigned the earth

I felt the vulnerability
While you were gone
Gone with the wind,
People would say

You ARE the sky
I AM the ground
We can NEVER meet
Till the day earth dies

Dedicated to the one I can never ever forget.
You left a scar.
I swear you're irreplaceable.
I suddenly feel like !@#$%^&*_^$#*

Sunday, July 29, 2007

allowed entry at 8:09 pm

Let the memories die
The songs fade
The pictures torn
I’m saying goodbye

Friday, July 27, 2007

allowed entry at 8:42 pm

Uh oh.
I just read up on Wikipedia about Shisha, and this was what it wrote.
"Research suggests that a session of shisha tobacco smoking (tobacco molasses) which lasts 45 minutes delivers 36 times more tar, 15 times more carbon monoxide and 70% more nicotine than a single cigarette." - [Credits]
However, "other research has indicated that the use of the shisha may reduce comparative cancer risks, though such studies are not conclusive.".
But weird enough, "Shisha smokers absorb more carbon monoxide than do cigarette smokers, putting themselves at greater risk for coronary heart disease, arteriosclerosis and chronic respiratory disease." - [Credits]
Who cares?!
Imma smoke my Shisha-addicted ass off anyways.

Eh.
I want more piercings, can?
I WANT SPIDERBITES!

But this person has 2 labrets.
I only want 1.
PLEAAAASSEEE!
Right now, I've only accomplished 1/3 of it.
Dang it. This stinks.
I think I'm addicted to piercings too.
It's like a drug.
Once you've had 1, you'd want another.
BAH!

I didn't know browsing through Wikipedia can be quite fun.
Especially when there's a "random article" link.
I almost forgot about blogging just now.
Whoopeedoo!
I'm hungry.
And I haven't had my afternoon bath.
Kay bye.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

allowed entry at 5:45 pm

I just realised that my birthday's coming.
I'm getting old.
I see wrinkles.
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
BAHA.

Firstly, I don't understand why I don't have that much freedom.
I'm turning seventeen for Pete's sake.
I'm a taaaallll girl who can kick her long legs out of dangerous situations. bahaha.
This stinks.

Secondly, DO I LOOK BISEXUAL?!
Cause according to my dear Sharie and Ayin, I do.
Like, oh my god laaahhhhh!
You guys almost gave me a heart attack sia.
I'm as straight as a pole inserted 90° from the ground.
Kay wtf -.-

Thirdly, do I...
Kay I'll leave that question unanswered.
Cause people prove me wrong all the goddamn time.

I realise that my blog's getting shallower and shallower by the post.
I keep on forgetting what to write about.
Cause my mind usually works while I'm walking.
Well, kind of.
Told you I need a dopod, a PDA or something.
=D

I'm bored.

Monday, July 23, 2007

allowed entry at 5:02 pm

Dammit.
My dad just HAD to wake me up during my afternoon nap.
And I just remembered that I have to study for my CA.
DAMMIT.

Sorry I turned against my promises.
Sorry I'm such an ass.
Sorry that you had to tell me all those things.
Sorry.

=(

Oh. My. God.
Your scent lingers.
<333

Friday, July 20, 2007

allowed entry at 9:05 pm

First and foremost, Happy 17th Birthday to my dear Elyana Amran!
We've shared almost everyday of the last 15 weeks together and I must say,
It's been a real pleasure.
I never thought I could find a friend like you in school.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, ELYANA AMRAN!

I think I'm in love with ISG.
I never knew how much I lost out on for the last 15 weeks.
Most of them are re-taking their O's, either the whole darn thing or only Math.
And it's gonna suck to see you guys go when you succeed.
But I know you guys are gonna be in a better learning environment, pursuing what you guys love.
But I'll treasure whatever time we have together.
I KNOW I'M TALKING WORLD!
SHUT UP.

Credits to Adriano from ISH, the guy behind the camera-phone and Ros, the owner of the camera-phone.
WTF the credit's so long -.-
Click to enlarge and laugh at my stupid and tired face without makeup, I might add. IF you can find me, that is =D

I'll update some logic and sense soon.
My mind can't seem to work.
=S

And stab me, directly in the heart.
Watch me bleed; I'm lying on your feet.
Dying, living for just one last breath with you.
With you.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

allowed entry at 5:21 pm

Tattoos.

Guns.

Parents.

Vodka.

Blood.

You never seem to bore me.
ILL =)

I can't believe that I'm actually feeling the stress of being in ITE.
I have 2 CA tests coming up and a 2000 word report plus a presentation due soon.
Nabey cheebai.
No wonder I have a bloody ginormous and RED pimple right smack on my cheek.

I've been lying on my bed with my lappy on my, well, lap filled with boredom,
When I could've started on my assignment and revised for my Business Fundamentals.
Walauey FAAAARRRRRR!
Stupid sak kau.

I've been thinking alot about working.
And the headquarters are just a phone call away.
But if I do start working, I'm scared I can't cope.
=S

This is my friend, Farhan Adam Borst, playing the acoustic version of Mayday Parade's Three Cheers For Five Years.
Watch out for the squinting of his eyes.
Your heart will race.
HAHAHA

Monday, July 16, 2007

allowed entry at 9:47 pm

Sorry for creating a hassle for you guys.
My previous URL was getting on my freaking nerves so I've changed it, ya.
=)

So Yana, Farah and I went to, get this, the library.
Yes, THE LIBRARY.
Come, give me a treat.
We wanted to do the report but we realised we didn't have any objectives to put across in our report and presentation.
So during the 2 hours, we set our objectives and did our cover page.
HAHA =D

I don't know what to blog about.
But I know that I feel like drinking Milo.
Kay bye.

IMY, but you're too much of a motherfucking jerk.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

allowed entry at 6:06 pm

Don't look at my butt. DON'T!
AHAHAHA

Yeah, Jon was checking me out.
HAHA kay maybe not.

My flip flops were used to angle my cammy lah ohkay.

How can you not love them?
<33

Stayed out with Haiqal, Reezan, Hatim, Din, Hafiz and Faizal.
Stupid and confident Reezan said "Eh today got gig, know. Electrico playing. Every Saturday got gig what siaaaa!"
I PUNCH YOUR FACE THEN YOU KNOW SIA, BOY!
Jazz concert got uh.
Electrico my pantat!
PSSHT.

I don't know what to blog about anymore.
The stupid block party behind my estate won't let me think straight.
I can't hear myself think.

To cut, or not to cut.
Enlighten me.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

allowed entry at 5:42 pm

The "IF" condition.

=if(n7+f5>=50%, "yes", "no")

If only life could be calculated, measured and estimated.
FUCK.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

allowed entry at 2:48 pm

Ask me what I did in school.
ASK, HURRY!
You know I'm gonna end up typing it out anyways XD

The things I did at school yesterday, 09072007.
Sat under the hut at school for an hour.
Sat in front of a useless computer and watched people do their work for 2 hours.
Drank bubble tea and went home at 1PM.

The things I did at school just now, 10072007.
Skate for 2 hours during Sports & Wellness.
Drank star fruit and apple juice.
Changed and went home at 12.30PM.

Now you know why I think waking up early in the morning for school is a waste of time.
But hell, even though I skip classes and/or sleep during classes, I still get distinctions for my tests.
BEAT THAT.
NYAHAHAHHAAH
Dang.
I'm annoying right now, aren't I.

Ohkay fuck.
Enough about school.
I'm bored.

I asked my mum out to town this coming Friday.
She just smiled and closed the door.
What kind of an answer is that? =/
And hell yeah, I'm going out with my parents on a Friday.
I don't like people who think that losers go out with their family.
Look at me and tell me straight in the eye that I'm a loser.
I'll clap my hands and walk away.

Oh yeah.
I was watching Primetime Morning on CNA before going off for school and the "Latest:" thingo popped out.
I was hoping that something interesting was happening while I was happily eating breakfast.
But that short sentence said "CNA rocks!".

My mind went blank for like 10 seconds.
Curse you, whoever that types out the news thingo.

And I've just realised that most of my pictures are taken at Coffee Bean.
"Hooraaaaay"
-.-"

Monday, July 09, 2007

allowed entry at 9:21 pm

Raise your hand if you think school is a waste of time.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

allowed entry at 1:40 am

Another Saturday.
Another gig night.
Mother freaking fun eh!
The Pinholes and The Great Spy Experiment.
MMMMMM!!!!
7164938472387 thumbs up to them.

I was standing in the crowd at Esplanade's Riverside Theatre thingo,
and I wondered what it was like to be performing on that stage.
Getting people together like one big family that moshes. ahhaha
Then I got home, went online and Lame talked to me.
He went "Hey there'll be a jamming session either this Saturday or the next,"

"And I've been informed that our first performance will be at Esplanade.".

MOTHER FUCKING HELL
!@#$%^&*()+_=-)(*!+;%^@_^!$#$%^&*&_)@
I don't know if I should run to Jurong and hug him,
Or pee and shit in my shorts at the same time.

On that note, please support local talent.
The bands in Singapore are just as good, or even better then internationally known bands.
Give out love.
Feel the love.
You WILL be loved.
Seriously.
I'm not in a macam paham mood eh.
Bottom line, support local talent.
Jeng jengggggg.

Thank God I didn't bump into jackass just now.
I would've taken out my keys and slit his wrists if I did.

I haven't eaten properly for a week now.
And I'm starting to get hungry.
But there's nothing to eat.
How eh?
=S

Those Angelina Jolie lips are to die for.
And drink 7UP and get high with me.
WHOOPEEDOOOOOOO!
Now I macam paham.

Friday, July 06, 2007

allowed entry at 10:11 pm

Please don't let my Flash cum Teddy Geiger cum Joel Madden smoke stupid damn marijuana.

Speaking of Teddy Geiger, I still am in love with him.
Watched MTV Cribs and they showed his house.
The house is awesome and all, but my main focus was on him.

The epitome of the perfect guy.
No bullshit.
Come, hyperventilate with me.

I think my cat's gay.
Bob keeps on bringing this yellow male cat home.
And yesterday, my mum told me that he called for his friend to join him in my parent's bedroom.
-.-"
Why are hot males gay?
HAHA

But hey, don't get this the wrong way.
I completely support gays and what nots.
Hell, a close friend of mine is gay.
Whoopeedoo.

So yeah, my ass is finally fixed at home today.
On a FRIDAY.
I think I've been out everyday since the school holidays started.
I chose this day to stay home cause there's Ghost Whisperer at ten. HEH.
You have no idea how addicted I am to that show.
And when I go out, I usually make my way home at around 10.30PM.
Sorry I didn't go to the ISG gathering.
I'm gonna be seeing you guys in 3 days anyways.
On that note, I'm not really looking forward to school.
I thought I missed it.
But HELL NO.
I'm loving the bumming-around-at-town and the couch-potato-moments right now.
=(

I have the sudden urge to open up a business.
I remember the plans I had with Nabila and Jon.
Nabila and I would set up this jamming studio/gig place thingo where only the true lovers of music are allowed in.
The part where Jon comes in?
The three of us were doodling in school and a particular doodle looked like a sex toy.
So our sex toy range was created.
I have no idea where the sketches are.
But they were mother fucking awesome.
And yeah, the sex toys would be sold at some stores and also our jamming studio / gig place thingo.
I bet they would be a hit if we really did open up this business.

And then I remember the plans Meera, Daya, Haziq, Haiqal, Nabila, Yany and I had when we visited the Zoo during Haiqal's birthday.
Our businesses linked with one another's.
It would take me a lot of my energy to remember the parts we were supposed to play, 5034191047562563 ounces more to type it out and it would waste your time reading this bullshit.

I can't wait till The Simpson's Movie comes out.
Anyone up for a barrel of laughs?

My hair is NOT BROWN.
It's BLACK.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

allowed entry at 2:56 am

My addiction.

No, not men from Syria.
Shisha.
Come, smoke with me.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

allowed entry at 2:49 am

Not eating for 4 days gave me the satisfaction like never before.
Food gives me the creeps nowadays.
Whenever I try to eat, I feel like puking.
It makes me feel disgusted. Swear.
The weird thing is, my tummy hasn't growled yet.
Cool, aye.
Apollo Star asked me to diet "properly".
How do I do that when food makes me gag?
Water is my replacement for food now.
Plain water.
Oreo Chocolate made me puke just now.
OREO CHOCOLATE, my FAVOURITE bubble tea drink, yeah.
Let me carry on with this till my birthday.
WHOOPEEDOOOOO!

And please oh please let there be vacancies.
Let Lame, his friend and me work together.
PLEEEAAAAAAASSSEEEEE!

Monday, July 02, 2007

allowed entry at 2:46 am

I wish all my weekends were like this.
Fun-filled and plain awesome.

Friday was already updated wasn't it?
I do consider Fridays as part of the weekends.
I just love Fridays. DON'T YOU?!

Saturday was fun.
Woke up real early only to get pai tiao-ed by people.
But they were fun.

Didn't take many photos during the gig.
I kept my cammy due to the fear of it being crushed.
And I got a 1-year free membership to DXO that day.
Am I lucky or am I lucky?
But I forgot to write my postal code down.
Dang.
That Saturday was quite an exhilarating one, I must say.
I saw people I did wanna see.
I saw people I wished I'd see.
I saw people I haven't seen in a while.
And then I saw people I DIDN'T WANNA SEE TILL THE DAY I DIE.
Namely that jackass donkey idiot person.
His friend went "ooooooooooooooooooooohhh" when he saw me.
FUCK you and your fucking ginormous group of friends.

My friend said "Eh, member kau semua bersepah eh?!"
In English lame man's terms, that means "Eh, your friends are all scattered eh?!"
HAHA

After my dad repeatedly talked about catching Transformers since the first time he saw the trailer, I asked my family out on a movie day.
My bad that I didn't book the tickets before hand.
The movie finished at the stroke of midnight.
Tickets and meals were on my parents.
Taxi fare was on me.
EVEN THOUGH I don't have a job and no source of income.
See how nice I am?
I felt bad for making my parents, my bro and his girlfriend catch a late show.

I have to apologise to Nas for not being able to fill up her day with my YENYA-ness on Saturday.
And Rashid for not following him and his friends shopping just now.
I could've gotten Guess and Esprit at a VERY good deal, man. DANG.
I'll make it up to you guys real soon.

Talked to Lame yesterday and he asked me if I wanted to be the melodic vocalist for his band.
I turned the offer down initially cause of, well my own unresolved issues.
But I think I got possessed and I agreed =/
Pray for me that I won't screw things up and bring the band's image down.
Please and thank you.

And aye, did I just get slammed on the net?
Cause I think I did.
Unless I'm being narcissistic, that is.

I'm losing my touch in blogging.
CURE ME.