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Wednesday, August 25, 2010
allowed entry at 4:25 am



Heart's racing. Hands shaking.
No, it's not all good.

Fear, paranoia. Injustice, punishment. Hatred, grief.
I'm getting over it.

Optimism, happiness.
The secret of how to. But exactly how do I, with strength and dignity thrown out the window?
Right now, the idea of being a heartless Tin Man seems appealing to me.


Wednesday, August 11, 2010
allowed entry at 11:33 pm

Goodbye beautiful day.
Come tomorrow I'll be gone, I'm sorry I can't stay.
This happiness is only temporary.



Time just withers away.
Seems like it can never stay. It just keeps running away.
I miss the days when I was so carefree.
Days when I had nothing to worry about.
When nothing really mattered except to live life and be happy.
I long for it.


Sunday, August 08, 2010
allowed entry at 2:38 am

The secret to being skinny is to be stressed all the time.
If you want a confirmed success, add a touch of insomnia or better still, sleepless days and nights.
You might feel useless, hopeless and everything else depressing in between but all people want nowadays is to become skinny.
So that's the recipe.

So quit asking me why I'm skinny and how I got so skinny.
The world would be no different if I were to magically grow some fats between my skin and my bones.



Sick, tired and emotionless face. I have got to erase this day from my memory.
Faking my smiles had never been so goddamn difficult before.
That day was fucked and I never wanna remember it ever again. Fuck.
Fuck my 20th birthday. Fuck it all =(

I wish someone could invent a machine which erases memory. Where people can select what memory they would wish to erase, but it can be stored in an external memory.
Everyone would be happy =(


I wish the sleeping pills I've been taking actually works.


Sunday, August 01, 2010
allowed entry at 10:00 pm

Fasting month's due in like, a week.
Being the fucking laggard I am, I just realised that I didn't post up pictures of last year's jalan raya bullshit.
So here's some.







I hope I won't skip a day or any amount of days for that matter. Except for the obvious menses. I hate it when I have my period during fasting month.
It feels like I'm making God angry by not fasting hahahah wtfuck.

I don't know what else to blog about.

Just one thing.
I wish some people would stop appearing in my life.
They make me angry.
I don't hate them. I've no time to hate people. I try to filter them out of my life and ignore their existence, but they're like pimples; they keep popping out out of nowhere and they're such a pain.

School in the afternoon tomorrow, hooray. Goodnight.