I hate saving up.
I hate to control my food intake just so I can save up a few bucks.
I hate walking around town and malls only to find nothing I like.
I hate searching for something I want and find absolutely nothing nice.
I hate second-guessing on whether to purchase something or not.
I hate waiting for my pay to shop, but then along comes some other bullshit that screws my plans up.
I hate it when my plans screw up.
I hate the fact that I'm a perfectionist.
I hate being so proper, setting aside some of my cash for bills, transport and all that shiznack.
I hate responsibilities.
I hate this country's law of no smoking at sheltered areas, lift lobbies, entrances and exits to buildings and facilities, playgrounds, multi-storey carparks and shit (Information is for my pig of a boyfriend, in case he forgets when he comes back here. So he won't get fined).
I hate feeling bad when I smoke on the way to school cause I walk at sheltered areas to get to the train station.
I hate typical Singaporeans.
I hate typical Singaporeans who push others to get on the train quick.
I hate typical Singaporeans who don't give up their seats to pregnant ladies, old folks and/or the disabled. Fucking animals!!
Aaah. I hate so many things omg wtfuck.
allowed entry at 10:26 pm
Oh my God I'm gonna be 19 this year.
The big two zero next year. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeehehehe!
Since school started and everything, people have been questioning, "So what are your plans for the future?".
Then people would be going all this-and-that about their plans.
And I'll be the only one sitting down and thinking to myself, asking what the hell I'm gonna do for the rest of my life.
THE REST OF MY LIFE.
It's a big decision to make despite only being 19.
Imagine waking up and doing the same thing at your workplace over and over and over again till you retire.
Whoa. Productive -.-
Tsk. How ah? I'm graduating in 3 months, man.
Damn.
And if my grades are power to the max punye grades nevermind lah.
My grades are like, omg bloody bullshit.
Nonsense sial.
Plus, I was too lazy to sign myself up for any goddamn CCA in school. So no extra CCA points for me.
I'm such a bummer -.-
But aye, I passed my NAPFA. meeehehehehehe
Aiyah worst come to worst, I'll make my part-time job a full-time one.
My manager randomly told me to sign a contract already ahahah siao.
"Chin up. Put your shoulders back, walk proud, strut a little. Don't lick your wounds: celebrate them. The scars you bear are the signs of a competitor. You're in a lion fight. Just because you didn't win doesn't mean you don't know how to roar."
allowed entry at 1:54 am
"Sial ah. Smue tempat tak boleh hisap rokok. Starting January 1st I wanna quit smoking already lah!" - Fid
ahahahaa kau jangan macam paham eh Fid.
Dah 842972487203487 kali aku dengar kau cakap nak quit.
Tadi kau matao dengan aku lagi ade. cb.
Smoke breaks with Afiq is always fun.
Everytime he sees me outside his store, he'll know that it's time to go smoke ahah
Then our bitching session will start.
Collect dosa. Power.
And it's official.
Babies love me and kids like to stare at me.
Babies will always smile damn widely or laugh when I start to entertain them. Then I'd carry them around the store till they forget about their parents heh
There was this 1 1/2 year old baby, she walked up to me from outside my store, waved hello and wanted me to carry her and didn't event care that her parents were gonna leave her with me. Damn cute sia that girl.
Kids, they stare. They bloody hell go up to me and just stare. They do that for a good 20 seconds flat. Or more. Freaks.
When I'm nice, I'll say hi or smile and wink at them. But they still keep on staring lah! When I don't bother anymore, I'll just stare back and scare them till they run away ahhaha
But there was this kid who went behind the counter while I was doing cashiering. Her mum scolded her and she screamed back, "Wait mummy, I want to talk to jie-jie!!!"
mahahahahhhhaha wtf cute man. Thank you hor, I feel honoured.
Little devils.
Aiyah Monday start school already.
Girls, I don't think I'm going to school on Monday.
See you on Tuesday can?! =D Kaki ponteng siak cheebai kia!
Monday I wanna go dating with my new boyfriend, Kartik. He text me saying he missed me lah hahahahahahhahaha wtf sia that bugger.
Kay lah no new boyfriend lah I'm still stuck with my old boyfriend. So boring. ahahahhaah
So hello 2009.
Here's to a better year.
If it doesn't get better, I'll fuck it up even more.
Cheers.
