Oh my goddddd.
I had a very very VERYYYYYY awesome evening out with [not to be disclosed] OHOHOHO
And thanks to them, I got through..............
Thanks for holding my hand and bearing with the pain, love.
Kay fine, I won't fret over it.
And now I know my pocket in my pants has a hole.
I put in my coins and they all slipped till my knees.
And SOMEONE laughed till she almost made me cry cause my lip and tummy hurt like *$^()#$^
And Daya's taggy reminded me that we're gonna go to Yany's BBQ this sat.
Sha and Alfie, I'm gonna slap you guys. Soon. hah
Yany, I guess my post answers your question.
I know Daya spoiled it by updating her blog. PFFT.
I'm hungry.
Oh, due to this piercing, I can't: [the things get worse for me while going down the list]
1) Eat seafood, which isn't that bad cause I don't really eat seafood.
2) Consume alcohol, which I hoped to do ALOT of this week. DANG.
3) Eat spicy food. I can't go by a meal without it being spicy.
4) TAKE THE RING OUT FOR A WHOLE MONTH.
My.
Mum.
Is.
Going.
To.
Freak.
Kiss me goodbye cause I'm gonna die on Wednesday.
allowed entry at 10:14 pm
So my parents were packing their stuff for tomorrow.
Then THE QUESTION came up.
"Fareen, CAN WE BRING THE CAMERA ALONG?" [by the way, don't EVER call me FAREEN or I
swear I'm gonna slap the shit out of you.]
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKK
I CAN DIE WITHOUT MY CAMERA FOR ONE FUCKING WEEK
PLUS! I'M GOING OUT PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY OF THE WEEK THEY'RE GONE.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO CAMWHORE WITH?!
MY PHONE'S CAMERA?!?!?!
OMGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
I couldn't concentrate while watching teevee
siol.
I was thinking about my SEVEN DAYS without my camera, but I thought about how much they've sacrificed for me, and I thought, what the heck, I'm being fucking selfish.
Plus, they were the ones who bought me that cammy in the first place.
And my mum left me $170 for food and whatnots.
But kinda duh, I'm not gonna use the money for food.
I'm gonna shop with it. pfft.
I'm gonna starve my ass off this week.
So don't be surprised if you hear my tummy going "grrrg grrrg GRRRRRRRGGGGG" or me passing out one day.
And I hope my dad leaves me more money.
Cause that isn't enough for me.
Fuck, I'm a pig.
Where was I going with this?
Oh yeah. So I've decided to let them have my cammy for a week.
OMG the thought of it -.-"
A moment of silence while I reminisce the times I've had with my cammy.
A nice shot of my cammy.
OMG cammy, I'm gonna miss you.
Do I sound pathetic, or do I sound pathetic? -.-"
And see, my old hair =D
I didn't know my name is used in reference quite a few times in a day at W34A =P
I'm probably gonna go visit Nabila at RP on Friday [without my cammy with me FUCKSHITCRAP *#$&)@#$)*@)@#*$_#@*$)$&_#@(&$]
So yeah, I can't wait =D
Oh yeah, now I don't know whether IT should be at the center or to my right.
HOW?!
This is the reason why I need 3 of IT.
Where am I gonna get that kinda money? pfft.
Dang I miss that mister.
mehnehneh lah
allowed entry at 9:22 pm
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I'm feeling mother-fuckingly excited OMGGGAAAAHHHHHHHH!
I can't tell the whole world what I'm gonna get soon.
It's gonna be THE BOMB.
I can't mother-fuckingly wait.
You'll just have to wait for pictures on Wednesday.
Which I hope to update. OHOHOHO. OMGGGGGG.
Nabila and Daya, I hope you're gonna be there to accompany me.
PLEAAASEE =D
And as for the rest who knows, SHUT UP ohkay.
Or I'm gonna kick your fucking ass ohoho.
Anyhoos.
Went out with Nas on Saturday.
I loooooooooooooove my apek.
Wa sayang lu, hor!
I had fun laughing at people at the steps of Marina Square and seeing you fall like a
nangka busuk at Esplanade's rooftop. BAHAHHAHAHAH
ILY!
Kay so I heard the news of Nabila probably going to Japan for a year.
I cried like a baby, walking home while on the phone with her.
I swear to god I can't live without you, Nabila Bte Ahmad Salehin!
But, whatever the case, I'll still support you if you wish to go cause who am I to stop you from going, right? =)
And I know you'll be back with 9576034857 stuff to give me ahahaha
At that point of time when Nabila told me she was probably going off, that was when I realised how quickly a person can disappear out of my life.
A person whom I care for and love. ALOT.
I can't imagine life without my family,
AND MY BROOOOOO Mr. Muhammad Suffian Bin Jamalludin
I can't believe he uploaded this picture into his friendster WITHOUT TELLING ME. pfft.
He looks gross so it's his loss. BAHHAAHA
I love my bro
ALOT.
It's a shame I only get to see him only for a few hours each week.
Cause I miss him like FUCK when he's not around.
BLAME THE GOVERNMENT FOR CREATING THIS SYSTEM CALLED NATIONAL SERVICE.
I'm glad I got to hang out with him at Esplanade last Saturday.
If not, I wouldn't have seen him for 2 weeks.
And I can't imagine life without my KODOKS,
my siao crew
[inserts picture of Farah ohoho]
So yeah. I just wanna say that I love you people.
Mehehhe I just asked my parents if they would leave me $300 before leaving for their holiday and they flipped out.
Farah and I went window shopping just now and both of us can just DIE.
Kay I'm too lazy to write any more stuff down.
Kay bye.
allowed entry at 7:16 pm
You know, if you catch someone of either the same or different sex looking/staring at you, you should be flattered and happy instead of being angry.
Cause you're
worth being watched.
You're
worth being eyed by someone else.
You're
not invisible.You're
noticable.And I kinda feel glad that some people in school call me "emo".
At least people see me.
People know I exist.
And I give them the benefit of the doubt that they think my hair rocks and envy me so they shout "EMO!" from across the canteen.
They even wasted their energy, shouting "bye, emo" from the second storey when I wanted to go home.
And oh, I didn't know I was a genre.
I'm a walking MUSIC GENRE.
This proves the brain power of some people.
Another tip for everyone, if you want to comment on something, make sure you have at least some knowledge on it first before you get criticised for your criticisms.
Oh the irony.
Somehow, I think I'm gonna get hate-taggers soon.
BAHAHA
Looking at the situation of some of my friends, I'm better of being single.
I think I'm gonna end up being 32, living with 27 cats in a cottage at Scotland.
No idea where Scotland came up.
And oh, I had a dream about him again.
Wierd thing is, 1 of my primary school friends, Iylia, whom I haven't spoken to in 5 years, was in school with Farah, me and some other random people.
WHEN WILL THIS FUCKING STOP CAUSE I'M FUCKING DYING OVER HERE.
I think I just need closure.
Or at least, A SIGN.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY FARAH LIYANA
(she loves blue =D)
"and you don't care
your face is on the billboard
and you're everywhere"Taggy replies:
nas: LOL bedekkkk. and I can't wait for Saturdayyyy =D
yaany: AKU CINTA KAU JUGAKKKKK <333 seriously. hhaha ;)
Bell.: =( I think it's gonna be quite inpossible, though. And I don't know cause you didn't shop.. You were in my dreams talking and holding my hands lol
ayin: Of course it's a good thing! That means you're remembered! =)
aQharii: ^_^ No problem
das: huuuuuuuuh? hahaha
sharie: hah she sure does
allowed entry at 11:15 pm
So now I know that some people from W34A reads my bloggeh.
mehehehehe.
Hello =)
Oh me gosh! Blogger now has AUTOSAVE!Congrats, Blogger -.-"FEVERRRRRRR.
I have no idea where I got it from.
And I don't wanna know.
All I'm happy about is that it's fading though I'm still having this on-going headache since Wednesday.
Whoa. 4 days of headache. WHEE for me.
Anyhoos.
Nabila, Daya, Meera and Yany made a house visit todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Oh me gosh I miss them like &%*$($&@_%$*$^&@_$
Yes, they all look gorgeous while I'm square. HAHA
I love them to bits and pieces.
Sorry I just HAD to be sick these few days =(
It's ohkaaaaay right?
We have BBQ [and probably ton-ing session] on 2nd June, a Lepak Day with Fitri on 9th June and Yany's birthday celebration around 12th June.
ALRIGHT PEOPLE!? Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Speaking of birthday celebrations, I'd wanna give a shoutout to Aqhari =D
HAPPY belated 17TH BIRTHDAY!I would've posted it on your birthday but I couldn't move and I was stuck to my bed =(
Hope you had fun that day!
THAT dream felt so real.
Wierd thing was, Ayin and Bell were in it.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.
Me and thatbloodyidioticguywhomi'mstillheadoverheelsfor went shopping and Ayin and Bell suddenly popped out.
THE DREAM WAS SO CUUUUUTTEEEE omgah.
I want it to come true =(
I SWEAR I HAVE TO HAVE A PDA TO RECORD ALL MY THOUGHTS DOWN.
Cause yet again, I'm brain dead.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
Oh yeah. I'll reply to your taggies here
hazz: Relinked! I freaked out when Blogger said that the URL was invalid or something like that. Sheesh.
aQharii: It really is the season? OOHHHHH. And Happy Belated Birthday! heh
yaNa: GETTING! ;) Sorry I had to skip school for 2 days =(
ayin: Yeah I practically was =( And do you feel honoured that you appeared in my dreams? MEEHHEHEHEH =P
sharie: YEAH I was wondering where you went! I thought you cabut school seehhh aha
DAYA: I love you and I wanna grow old with you too. ahahhahaha omgah
ila: As good as that sounds, I WANNA LIIIIVVEEE. mehhehe
yaany: XD DAH JUMPE DAAAAAH!! Aku sayang korang <333
ktot <333: 9th june 9th june 9TH JUNNEEE!!! hahaha =)
allowed entry at 9:48 pm
I'm on the verge of dying.
My:-
- Head is throbbing.
- Nose is blocked.
- Throat itches like mahfahking hell and I feel like putting my hand in my throat and scratching it. Like that stupid gazette on teevee.
- Body's giving out alot of heat simultaneously right now. I feel so freaking hot though it's raining and the fan's facing me. Wierd thing is, I felt bloody cold in the afternoon though the sun was shining.
- Body aches like knnbccb. If I use a part of my body's muscle too "abruptly", that part will freeze and I feel like I'm paralysed.
I'm not stating all this to gain sympathy.
I'm typing this out so that people would know why I'm moody, or worse case scenario, why I'm dead all of a sudden.
So there.
I'm gonna lie half dead on my bed now.
Peace.
allowed entry at 11:24 pm
CIRCLE CIRCLE DOT DOT
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAOMGAH I swear that song is mahfahking sick.
Jamie Kennedy is sick in the brains.
Justin Timberlake, on the other hand, is just *#$^)#*@&$)$ awesome.
He's hot, he has fucking addictive songs and omgah I can die.
Though his lyrics for Summer Love / Set The Mood Prelude is mahfahking CHEESY.
It just sounds right coming from him.
I mean, it's JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE for god's sake -.-"
Imagine if a random and gross guy comes up to you and says "I can't wait to fall in love with you. You can't wait to fall in love with me. This just can't be summer love, you'll see.".
I bet you'd be freaking out and kicking him in the groin.
Kay my brain's dead.
DAMNTHATSTUPIDPIEASSIGNMENT.
DAMNTHAT*!_)#*&$(@)@#$&TEACHER.
DAMNMYDAD'SJOBTHATREQUIRESHIMTOMAKEPOWERPOINTSLIDES-
THATHEASKSMETODOSINCEI'MHIS"SECRETARY"
Good luck reading that shit. haha
allowed entry at 10:02 pm
Always silent
Never talking
Then you call my name
And I know inside I love you
Sail away
I miss you more
Until you see the shore
There I will be waiting
Anticipating
Day dreaming
Chain smoking
Always laughing
Always joking
I remain the same
Did I tell you that I love you?
I wouldn't wanna be
Anywhere else but here
I wouldn't wanna change
Anything at all
I wouldn't wanna take
Everything out on you
Though I know I do
Everytime I fall
Ignore what I said in the previous version of this post.The stupid part of me came out and I was being irrational.And now I don't have anything to blog about.
I wish I was out right now.
Stargazing, perhaps.
MEH!
allowed entry at 10:12 pm
STMFs!I believe what I think is real.
And though you seem like what you say you are, I really am afraid.
mehnehneh lah. [stolen from Nas, my very own apek, whom I miss ALOT =( We have alot of catching up to do, love.]
My timetable's changed.
It sucks that we have to go for bloody flag-raising every goddamn Wednesday and Friday.
But on the bright-side, we end at 1PM every Monday, Wednesday and most importantly FRIDAY!!!
Now I have the time to go home, have a bath, get changed and GO OUT! Hoohah.
Shoutouts to a few people.
DAS: I swear to freaking god, I miss you. Omgah. Hanging out seems to be the proper word here =(
NAS: Gua rindu lu lah apek... I think I'll text you tomorrow to kill my
kerinduan. Dang I forgot what that word is in English -.-
Everyone else: Hello. BAAHAAHAHAH -.-"
allowed entry at 10:56 pm
SHIT! My finger's fucking bleeding.
Stupid computer table. Damn you.I swear I love taking the train to school.
There's so many people to look at.
So many characters to observe.
This morning when I went to school, there was this woman who was well groomed and what nots, and had incredibly big boobs haha!
They were ginormous, I tell you.
And after getting over the fact that mine are like 384569256 times smaller, I took a look-see at the others sitting in the opposite row.
There was this mid-aged guy who was like staring at those twins like he wanted to put his head in between them and just squish his face all over it HAHAHAH
I almost wanted to burst out laughing but I was controlling it, just to let people know that I'm sane.
Then I saw this guy who was reading the paper with naturally big and bulging eyes.
It was quite funny to see him reading cause it looked like he was reading something REALLY interesting till his eyes popped out, but it was natural.
So the guy who was reading the newspaper finished and then the woman with the big boobs stood by the door to get off at Orchard.
The guy with the huge eyes saw the huge boobs and I SWEAR IT WAS FREAKING FUNNY.
It was almost as though he was amazed to see bloody huge boobs when it's actually a natural thing for his eyes to be that big.
I almost burst out into laughter lah omfg.
I was practically dying cause I was holding it in.
All I could do was smile and hope that no one thinks I'm a moron.
So yeah, I love taking trains.
Morals of the story:
- Guys are dicks and love squishing thier faces into girls boobies AHAHHAHA
- Girls can be quite stupid and cheap. They need big boobs to get attention. Mehehehe
Anyhoos. I've been thinking alot about my childhood friends.
Suffian's in ITE Simei and he's the biggest poser on Earth.
We see each other at Bedok, Plaza Sing, Orchard, practically everywhere but we just smile.
I miss those times when we played at the void deck and spent hours at the playground.
Kate's in NYP taking the same course as Haikal Jamari.
Small world indeed.
I have no idea where the rest are and I miss them too much.
I need to have an ad in the papers, putting my face in
COLOUR telling everyone to come in contact again =(
I'm sleepy.
Night.
And Yana, I know you read my blog.
TAG LAH ASSHOLE ahhaha =D
allowed entry at 11:57 pm
Today marks the day of me having the feeling of euphoria throughout the whole day.
I haven't had this feeling in months.
And now I remember what it feels like.
Thanks to my Siao Crew aka Zuran, Yana and Farah.
Lovely ladies, I tell you.
We talk like we've known each other for 3 years rather than 3 weeks.
Less than 3 weeks, in fact.
Just promise me we won't make skipping classes a habit ohkay my dears? =)
And oh, not forgetting
- Nabila for the phonecall. I'll always feel safe when talking to you.
- Daya for stating options that were so clear but yet I was too dumb not to think of it. You got my ass back home, know. haha
- Mr. L for mixing me up a song titled "REENA ASKED ME TO DO IT" lol. Which I have yet to receive ;)
Went to pick up my phone just now.
That bloody Samsung woman.
She almost cheated me of my 400 bucks.
I thank god I didn't agree to have my phone undergo servicing.
I pressed the "on" button and JENGJENG lights were seen and my jaw was wide open.
My life is stable again cause my life organiser is alive and with me WOOH
I know, I sound pathetic.
Shut it.
As a result of school, I haven't been spending those inspirational nights-till-dawn anymore.
No writings are coming out of my brain.
Dang shits.
Oh to new readers, I have some writings published in my bloggeh.
Go clickity-click on the archives, alright.
Go ahead and laugh if you want.
I have 2 new pieces in the making though.
Here's one.
Go amuse yourselves while I take a 6 hour sleep before waking up to go to school for an early lesson.
SCREW TOURISM!
Pictures blind
Thoughts kill
Actions paralyze
But even then, you’re still in me
You’re my thrill
You’re the closest to euphoria
You’re my hero
You’re from outer space
