allowed entry at 2:02 am
I know I don't usually blog about my whereabouts and all that shit,
But
THIS I gotta blog about. For keepsake heh
I got to freaking go to the F1 over the weekend.
Yes, Saturday and Sunday.
mahahahahhaa.
Ohkay lah not go there, but I was working for the Official F1 store woohoo.
Ditched my job yesterday just so I could work for F1 HEH
That's Surina.
Someone thought we were freakin siblings.
And at that point of time when I snapped that photo, it was a rare moment where not a single soul was at our booth.
Almost every second was filled with humans wanting some F1 shit.
They spent their money like it was running water sia, fuck. They were all buying on impulse and spent hundreds at a time sia. Rich fuckers.
Since we were vendors, we thought we'd go in to watch the race.
We had to wear uniforms on Sunday. Which we got for free at the end of the day while people had to pay 40bucks for the shirt and another 40bucks for the cap.
*cough*RIP OFF ARTIST*cough*
I had wickedly retarded shots of the cars.
Can't even see a thing sia fucking nabey cheebai.
But my brother went to the Friday practice session, idk how he got the fucking ticket, and got some pretty ohkay shots.
He was sitting like 3 freaking rows from the circuit. I think he's pretty much deaf.
And I don't get why people said the cars are damn loud.
They're not.
I found being at a gig much louder and deafening rather than the sound of the engine.
Or maybe I'm just THAT deaf.
And this awesome experience, courtesy of Bellina Tan.
Many many many thanks, love!
<3!
I have a new kitty
His name is Cookie
He sleeps on my tummy
And eats like a piggy
lol
Fact number 1. That paragraph up there is true. Cute right that bundle of joy!!! I feel like squeezing him.
Fact number 2. I was born to be a rapper, you don't know ah?
I can't believe someone who didn't even finish her secondary school education, dropped out at fucking sec 3 and living at her fucking boyfriend's house had the cheek to say that ITE students have no future.
FUCK YOU.
Kau mane punye hotstuff, bikin banyak sangat duit?
The 800-fucking-bucks you owe Zan kau bayar dulu ah sebelum kau reach kau nye PUBERTY eh.
You fucking work at the same mall I do. If you don't fucking pay up and if Zan suddenly has a soft-spot for you, you'll fucking see me at your fucking shop which you fucking work for as a fucking supervisor or whatever shit for 1200bucks a month, looking for you.
The last thing you get to see that day is my fucking middle finger pointing at your face before you rest in peace.
Lucky I never talk in Malay.
If not, like some minahrep already sia.
Nehmind, I got my chief minah with me. We can get fanatic if we wanna.
mahaha.
Oh my daddy's birthday todaaaaay!
Imma get him something from work later I hope.
Yes, the eve of Raya and I'm working till closing.
Hooray.
allowed entry at 4:14 am
Got jungle in the background HAHAHAHAHH
I don't matter.
My life doesn't matter.
This whole thing doesn't matter.
So, you don't matter.
Deal or no deal?
I like being transferred to the kids and baby section occasionally. Women's clothing gets boring after a while.
I loooooohohohohohoooove folding kids and baby clothes. It makes me happy. Makes me smile, like genuinely smile.
Their clothes are so tiny and so cute and... bah!!!
And I get to feeling-feeling ade anak AHAHAH
The whole idea of babies coming to the store with their parents in the strollers and baby bag thingy filled with bottles of milk and stuff is adorable. But when they cryyyyy, nabey I feel like kicking them in the face and rolling them out the store and into the frickin Marks And Spencers next door.
Cry as if like kena whack like that. I really whack you then you know.
It's a mystery why I like to whack things so much.
I think my dad's stoked that Pink has a new album and a new single out.
And he watched intently when Pink performed at the VMAs ahahhahaah
He's liked Pink eversince I was in primary school I think lol
Ultimate cuteness.
But he wasn't cute when I brought home a kitten home yesterday =(
Well not really lah, the kitty showed up on my doorstep 2 days ago when Bob was fighting with him, so I decided to bring him in. Gave him some food and played with him for a few hours.
The kitty was fuuuuuuuuuuucking cute and would be quiet when I carry him like a baby everywhere I go, would lie on my tummy while facing me when I'm lying down, sit on my lap and stuff. He's basically my kitty bitch hahahah
Suddenly ah, my genius dad said "noooooooooooooooooooo!" right to my face. NEH!
Geraaaaam only.
I want new kitty =(
So I've been searching for Jane Austen's book, Persuasion and I couldn't find it in Bedok library.
Searched through their computer thingamagic a few months ago and they said Bedok library has one but it was on loan.
Searched it again but now it's at the fucken Esplanade library. Nabey.
Anyone free enough to borrow it for meh? muahahaha
I wanna reaaaaaaaad.
Three cheers! Imma be home tomorrow!
I think.
Saved the best for last.
Happy 21st Birthday old man.
<33
allowed entry at 2:41 am
To quote Dr. Fish in Spongebob Squarepants 'I Had An Accident' episode,
"Yep, you're a lucky, lucky, lucky, lucky, lucky luck boy."
haahaha
Of course, I'm a girl ah.
Cold shoulders, blank stares, angry stares, all the stares in the world aimed at me.
Voices of anger, frustration, care and concern all mixed into one.
I've got to learn to control my anger. And my mouth. Not to forget, the words that are coming out of my mouth.
I've got to learn to be thankful and appreciative. Yes.
Random thought.
Does the word "goozfraba" from the movie Anger Management really work? ahah
My family talked about a random subject the other day.
About our relatives. And we figured out that not 1 of us knew half the names of all my nephews and nieces ahaah
My brothers and I usually call them by saying "boy!" or "girl!" ahahahahhaaa
I have like 4987401394701347 nephews and nieces and the number increases every damn year.
Plus the number of shotgun weddings and shit lol. Bile nak taubat ahhahaha
And we only see each other once a year anyways. I fucking hate gatherings, what more celebrating Raya with them. Pfft.
Everyone would try to top each other and feel dominant over the ones at the bottom of the family hierarchy. Fucking retarded I might say.
Fuck them.
It's not good to lepak till 5am the night before you have to work.
The result is you having a hard time serving customers, being a fucking lazy ass to tidy the place up and almost getting busted for... well, something lah.
Of course, yawning and yawning like there's no tomorrow.
Also, it's advisable to wear a good pair of pants lol
All my pants are fucking loose and fucking annoying. I need new pairs of pants. MOTHER! Come shopping, come.
I need to spend time with you. And spend money also muahahahaha
Bloody broke kid sia aku.
Damn. Just remembered I only had bubble tea for break fast.
Shit. Gotta go eat.
hahah bubble tea. The name so cute laaaaaah.
Bubble tea.
lol
For the last time, NO to any bands.
1. The "scene" is deluded
2. I don't like the politics that goes on while being in a band
3. Aku malas haha
I'm back in love again with Pharrell Williams.
=D
allowed entry at 5:29 pm
I dreamt I had 2 new kittens.
And I woke up being sad cause I DON'T HAVE 2 NEW KITTENS =(
My mum didn't wake me up for sahur just now and I'm pretty fucking hungry.
I'm craving for chocolates. Haven't had any in a few weeks.
Actually I'm craving for any type of food cause my stomach's playing the double paddle already laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Bile nak bukeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?!
The basic necessities in life I lack of
- Communication
- Food
- Sleep
- Food
- Playing with my cats
- Food
- Food
- Communication
Yeah.
To people who haven't seen me for quite some time already,
Stop informing me that I've lost weight.
I'm very aware of that.
lol
Got that remark from Kye and Hatim back to back sia nabey.
My lips are getting an allergic reaction to something, I don't know what.
It feels damn weird and it looks fuller than before.
Fuck.
Random update, yeah.
allowed entry at 2:35 am
My dreams are turning into nightmares.
Nightmares I don't wish to come true, never ever ever for never ever.
Kinda sucks cause I like my sleep to be filled with dreams of lollipops, ponies and rainbows. HAHA.
Tuning back to reality, I'm glad I only come home to sleep, eat and watch some good old teevee.
Then it's back out again.
That way I don't have to listen to people who think they're a know it all.
Best of all, I don't have to spend my precious time with them.
Make my blood boil only.
And you guys very good eh!
When I working then everyone ask me go out.
*vibration* Eh today you free?
*vibration* Eh tomorrow you free?
*vibration* Eh when you free?
Next time, ask me for my full schedule better right! hahahaha irritating.
Btw, my phone vibration eh. Not dildo vibration or whatever eh.
Work's been fun in a way.
Fun in a sense that I get to laugh at customers who are fucken retarded.
Wanna tell me that they don't wanna buy the clothes they tried on also scared!
I'm like, WhatTheFuck just give me the shirt and fuck off lah! lol retaaaaaaaaaaarded.
I guess there are more funny customers coming my way so I'll just laugh along alone. Fun shit.
Recent retarded pictures.
She digs my nose for a living.
Aqmal's looking at me like -_______-
Long-time-ago retarded picture.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Iman still as handsome as ever.
Daya got straight hair already, no more headphone hair AHAHHHAAH LOL
Haikal Jamari, I think he has nicer hair now also. I think only ah lol
Looking at past pictures makes me laugh by myself. Another fun thing to do when you're bored.
First off day today and I'm gonna spend time with the boys. The lovely lovely boys.
Ah, my dosage of konek-ing around, no girl talk.
Just testosterone filled and, yeah no girl talk lol.
Found out that Zan and Haiqal wanted to buy for me a new pair of shoes for my birthday. Which they didn't cause I already bought a pair the day before my birthday.
And Hatim wanted to buy me a camera. A freaking camera. Siao ah this boy.
Fucking sweet right these assholes?! What ever did I do to deserve the awesome friends I have?
<3
allowed entry at 12:29 am
Looks like I'm not gonna see you guys anytime soon.
$5.50 on weekdays, $6.50 on com-freaking-pulsory weekends. 7th of every month.
Ah, the mediocrity of it all.
My stupid eyebrow is itching like mad at the hole there leh.
I wanna scratch it but later pain then how.
Actually now pain plus itchy lah.
I don't know why still pain and like still swelling lah this damn thing!
Been like 2 weeks already lah dey!
I'm actually finding something to blog about cause..
Cause I'm too lazy to study for that mafaking module.
Promised myself I'll finish studying over the weekends.
1 more unit to cover and then I'll have to start memorizing everything all over again, Unit 1 all the way to 7.
No point sia doing all these bullshit.
What happens if you don't understand, don't know what to do but you can memorize and answer the questions blankly like a robot?
You get a high passing grade.
What if you DO understand, DO know what to do but you CAN'T memorize and deliver it on pen and paper?
You fail.
Kinda unfair for those who can't memorize.
That's why I got an F9 for my Biology and a C5 for my History paper lol
My sodding favorite subjects but got bad grades cause of the sodding memory work involved.
Essay questions are always a killer.
It's like you have to temporarily become an external hard drive, store a shitload of information and then blurt it all back out again when you're asked to do it.
LIKE A SODDING ROBOT. Pfft.
I need to stop rambling about school.
School's the most boring topic you can talk about, yeahuh.
I think MTV's getting more and more irritating by the hour.
It's not about the music anymore.
I think young teenage kids are getting more superficial and immature.
I'm not proud of being called a teenager.
I think I'm sleepy and I need to stop complaining.
Goodnight.
allowed entry at 11:56 pm
This is what studying MICE does to you.
It's so damn borinnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggg.
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All they freaking explain about is Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibitions.
Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibitions.
Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibitions.
Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibitions.
Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibitions.
If it's not about MICE, it's about STB.
Maaaaaaaaaaaaaak kau. I learn about my grandmother better lah!
I cannot look at the notes already.
If I see 1 more thing about MICE tonight, I'm gonna cough out blood.
But I'll get back to studying eventually %$*(@%^&?>-%$*(@%^&!
And thank God for having only 1 exam-based module woohoo
Jyeah, I've been a total nerd these few days.
Been at home burying my face in the freaking notes.
Fucken rare moment, I tell you.
Never Home + Never Studying = Fareena.
Plus it's the first week of fasting month. Must be at home before
7(!!!) to break fast with family ah hohohoho
Boring shit happening.
Shit happening.
Bullshit happening.
And now I feel like I wanna shit.
nononono.
Not really uh. My butt very pain ah!!
You know how stuff clogs in your brain and you can't seem to get it out of your system?
It's getting annoying and I can't seem to shake it off.
Everytime I think about stuff, everytime I think about people, I go "gasak kau lah, nak".
Everytime I take 1 step forward, I fall 3 steps back.
And whad'ya know, I find myself up against the wall with only my own two small feet.
Not that I've given up, but I'm too lazy to pick myself back up again.
You know those cliché "I'm down but I'm gonna pick myself back up again and move on".
Been there, done that, getting lame, too freaking lazy to deal with it again.
We'll all fall again at certain points of time so I guess I'll just leave it as it is.
IMTOYou.
Aiyoh stress kicking in already lah.
Need. To. Get. Back. To. MICE. D=
Ciao.
