allowed entry at 2:38 am
     The secret to being skinny is to be stressed all the time.
If you want a confirmed success, add a touch of insomnia or better still, sleepless days and nights.
You might feel useless, hopeless and everything else depressing in between but all people want nowadays is to become skinny.
So that's the recipe.
So quit asking me why I'm skinny and how I got so skinny.
The world would be no different if I were to magically grow some fats between my skin and my bones.

Sick, tired and emotionless face. I have got to erase this day from my memory.
Faking my smiles had never been so goddamn difficult before.
That day was fucked and I never wanna remember it ever again. Fuck.
Fuck my 20th birthday. Fuck it all =(
I wish someone could invent a machine which erases memory. Where people can select what memory they would wish to erase, but it can be stored in an external memory.
Everyone would be happy =(
I wish the sleeping pills I've been taking actually works.