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Saturday, July 24, 2010
allowed entry at 12:37 pm



I wish I could type out every major event that has happened, is happening or will happen in my life.
But there's this thing called privacy and the only only thing I can do is leave myself hints of what was currently happening whilst blogging. So that when I reread my posts, I'll know exactly what I was blabbering about in the first place.

I wish I could vent out all my anger and frustration.
I wish I could say what was causing my sadness and despair.
I wish I could share my happiness and bliss.

But I guess what I'm trying to say is that we're born alone and we die alone. What happens in between, I'll keep them to myself. No matter how hard it is dealing with it alone.
I've learnt that lesson a hard way. I've learnt many lessons the hard way.
And I'm continuing to learn and I hope I won't stop.


On a side note, my last term is coming up next week. So, the end of school is nearing =(
I don't wanna grow up. I wanna stay in school forever, only without the exams.
And I'm really not excited about receiving my past module's results. I'd be stoked even if I got a D.
Looking forward to school again after 2 long weeks. Why 'long'? These 2 weeks have been a series of train-wrecks for me.

I don't know if my luck's gonna change, I don't know how long it's gonna continue this way, I don't know if it's ever gonna end. All I know is it's something I detest.
I would never ever want to go through it again.
Never, never, never, ever.