allowed entry at 12:59 am
Demoralized.
Everything around me tells me I can't do anything right.
And that I'm stupid. I've been called that quite a number of times over the past few months.
A negative impact will always come right at me. I wish what people say to me will fall on deaf ears. But turns out it doesn't.
I hate being me sometimes. I hate being a useless and stupid idiot.
I don't like where I'm at right now. This setting, the characters playing. I hate the roles we're all playing.
I'm hoping for everything to stop and just go back to how it used to be.
And.
Can someone enlighten me on when the topic of 'clubbing' has become a conversation starter?
Everytime someone wants to strike up a conversation with me, he/she will ask "Do you club?".
Is it a common question to ask people nowadays?
Then comes the next question, "Do you drink?".
Is that how people make friends nowadays? By asking them these two oh-so-fucking important questions?
I wonder if that's what primary school kids ask each other on the first day of school.
allowed entry at 11:02 pm
Almost perfect.
And I'm more than happy.
Life goes on as per normal.
School. Sleep. Eat. Talk.
School is so nabey cheebai. But I like the work stress.
I'd rather have work stress than personal problem stress. They're much easier to be solved. Lesser hassle.
Oh, right about now I'm flat broke.
I have $5.05 in my red red wallet - the most favourite thing I have in my bag.
This $5.05 is gonna have to last me till the last day of this month.
Major bullshit.
I have a picture I wanna share with you! Whoever you are.
Lola is all grown up!
But still noisy and annoying.
And it turns out, Lola's a female! But she looks like she has balls.
Though she has a vagina. hahahahhaa
I am running out of things to say.
The boy is pestering me to update just so he can update his blog also.
So I'll end here.
Are you happy now, honey?
Love you silly flower boy.
