Two steps away from home and I could already hear them bickering.
Everyone is at a war with each other, one way or another.
It doesn't stop till someone walks off defeated when the other says, "No way! No way!".
Typical. Pisses me off.
Urgh.
Living in this country blows.
When I wanna order stuff online and when I start to fill out my information, Singapore isn't in there. Even when the website claims that they ship "worldwide". Worldwide my ass.
Bullockssssssssssssss! Makes me sad after having high hopes of getting the stuff I want.
Hurh.
Brands and labels available in Singapore sucks like.. like.. oh my God I can't find a word to describe it. And everything is so overpriced, I feel like killing myself.
Things cost almost 2 times more after the shipping and whatever shiznack that comes after it. Holy cow, this country seriously BLOWS. I wanna get out of S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E.
I am a hungry pig.
By the way love, we make an amazing team.
allowed entry at 3:38 am
haha Valentines Day konek.
I need to customize a shirt that says "Stop asking my guy friends to buy me flowers.".
Their tees should be "She's not my girlfriend. Stop asking me to buy her flowers.".
Things to do.
1. Buy a 3295692720563GB external hard disk hohoho. My laptop has less than 5GB of space left, whatthehell. Too many pictures and music I reckon.
2. Get my head straight. I am confused and I feel guilty as hell. No, I'm not turning gay. Eventhough Gwen Stefani can turn me into one. If she loves me, I'll love her back. For sure. I'll leave my boyfriend for her ahahaaha snort.
3. Prioritize. Family or friends. School or work. Quit or continue.
But heck, my world sees a ray of sunshine with
and
REUNITINGGGGGGGGGG.My. Two. Most. Favourite. Bands. Reuniting.
I'll be the first in line to buy tickets to watch them perform live here.
One post without profanities =]
allowed entry at 11:19 pm
What the bloody fish.
Games? I can play games.
I play games better than you ever could.
I thought I've changed to be a better person, but it looks like I'm still the same bitch I was 2 years ago.
My ego is bigger than a collective 10,000 guys' egos put together. Yes, I'm that much of a moron.
Nothing I did deserves this.
I've right your wrongs and now it's time you returned the favour.
I hate changes.
Changes and me, we've never gotten along well.
No matter how much I put up a strong front, I'd end up fucking running away.
I beat myself up for doing so but it happens time and time again.
I miss Alvin. I miss Marinah.
They've been my substitute parents for quite some time and them leaving was a smack in my face.
Home has never felt so un-homely before. Actually it always is.
But I've never felt so distanced like I do now.
I thank the people I have around me for keeping me quite sane, though noone knows what goes through my mind.
I think I'm gonna die from imploding veins in my brain.
Screw this.
I'm done trying to make myself a better person.
allowed entry at 11:51 pm
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Nabey cheebai sibei lanciao.
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And Fid, my prayers will be with you. Get well soon.
I'll visit you when I'm free.
LOVE <333
