We all thought you'd pull through, but I guess God loves you more.
allowed entry at 1:54 am
I. Am. So. Bleeding. Proud. Of. Myself.
My pay's been in for 5 days already and I haven't spent it unnecessarily, besides the daily essentials.
Ohkay maybe I spent 3bucks on a new colour of nail polish but that's it.
Whoa.
Aiyah I hate painting my own freaking nails.
Muke aku akan mainkan peranan yang penting with the stressed face, tryina make everything look proper.
Hurh.
Ah, but worth it.
Holidays. Are. In.Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahaha.
Like fucking finally.
I'm hoping to get a shitload of morning shifts for work so I'll have more time to go lepak, shop, do stupid stuff, and urgh, finish up the projects and assignments. Sodding bullocks.
Speaking of work, I love my managers can.
Cause apparently they love me too.
I'm usually late for work, not 1, 5 or 10 minutes but sometimes 1 fucking hour late, they'll close 1 eye and keep quiet.
This hip-hop gundu idiot came less then half an hour late just once and got a fucking warning letter AHAHAHAHA
I can call in last minute to say that I can't make it for work and they'll find a replacement for me.
This other muke busok gundu idiot couldn't come for work, claiming she has an MC which she didn't, and got the scolding of a lifetime in the shop. Mahahhahaa.
It pays to be a hard-worker when it comes down to business aye.
But the junior part-timers damn cheebai kia. Jyeah, I'm the senior AHAH.
Ask to do work, talk talk talk. Had the cheek to freaking say to me, "Yah I know lah. I know!"
Fuck you, what you know you bloody shithead.
Ask to vacuum, complain. Ask to mop, complain. Alot of customers, complain. No customers, complain. Nabey fucking cheebai.
Ask to replace me for a few hours say cannot. I had to come to work even when my school projects haven't even started yet and when I've covered for so many people countless times.
Ask to help me handcarry 15 fucking thick winter jackets from Tampines Mall all the way down to the store also cannot. I had to carry 3 gi-freaking-normous bags of clothes all by myself. Member steady je cakap, "Oh sorry Fareena, I got no Ez-Link card".
PUKI. Dengar2 tak boleh pakai cash pe naik train pergi Tampines Mall! Dengar-dengar aku carry 3 bag besar pergi balik store naik bus! I took the fucking cab back to the store you bloody obnoxious baboon!
URGH. THE FUCKING KIDS THESE DAYS.To think that I could leave you and let you lead your own life.
Guess I was wrong. You can't control your own life by yourself.
I leave a couple of things in my life untouched and they all bloody go haywire.
Urgh I can't wait for 2008 to end. Suckiest year to date.
END ALREADY, GODDAMMIT!
Timmy. Bastard siak kau tak reply aku nye text.
Aku dah ready set go to dating dating with you ahahahahaahahahaha snort.
Aku nak merajok ah bye.
allowed entry at 1:29 am
Aaaaah, Selamat Hari Raya Haji.
Why we never get money on Hari Raya Haji ah?
I'm like... broke. aha.
Tired sia eat eat eat.
Wake up at noon after sleeping like a pig, eat. Wait for parents to come home, eat. While watching teevee, eat. Waiting for my brother and family, eat. Go to the whoever-the-hell's house, eat.
NABEY FAT ALREADY LAH.
And yeah speaking of the "whoever-the-hell's" house we went to, at one point long after sitting in the living room, my brothers and I turned and looked at each other and went "Eh, name die ape eh? Err, Kak Ayon nye husband kan?"
And after like 2 hours I figured out his name, shouted it to them and we burst out laughing cause we don't give a flying fuck about anyone else except ourselves ahah
Anyways, yeah I'm super tired cause I ate too much -________-
Ilyas stayed over for 2 nights and it's always a joy.
Our doors are always open for him.
He knows how to make me smile and always knows how to rebut against me. Hurh.
Can't wait to meet Ilhan and his super slit eyes ahahaha you and your brother the same! Bloody cinonek face!
When it comes down to making decisions, do you follow your heart or your mind?
Cause I'm thinking, neither of them are right. Urgh.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I need to smoke ah bye
allowed entry at 12:02 am
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allowed entry at 12:00 am
Ah, the best supper in the world can be experienced at Asha's.
When you have awesome food, one of the best teh tarik, cigarettes and some friends to lepak with.
You're all set from midnight to sunrise.
I really have to get my act together in school.
But really, how the hell do you do that when classes get cancelled last minute like when you're an hour late, about to tap your card to board the train and you get a call from your friend saying that you don't need to go to school.
And when you go into the Project Management class and the lecturer keeps on nagging and nagging and screaming into your ear while saliva comes out of her mouth ahahah nabey disgusting shitttttt! And when you ask her questions nicely and tell her to fucking stop screaming into my ear, she still screams and nags some more till you get so fucking fed up, bang the table, get off your seat, grab your McDonald's breakfast from the computer table, slam the door behind you, peacefully eat your breakfast alone outside the bloody computer lab cause you're just sick and tired of her nagging and screaming and come back in only after you're finished with your breakfast and when your blood stops boiling.
And that was when some MOE person was present in the class lol who the fuck cares.
I was pissed. Fuck _|_
But I really had no manners when there was this mass talk at the auditorium and I ended up taking turns playing the PSP with Yana. All I heard in that audi was "blah blah blah blah whatthefuck blah blah more blah" shit.
And the other day when the school had this "event", imagine that you weren't aware that it was the only thing you had to attend for the whole day at the fucking amphitheatre for a measely 3 hours which starts at 8 so you have to wake up before the sun fucking rises _|_ to shower and go to school to watch some retarded performances which I don't give two flying fucks about, sign some balloon thing and play Snake and fucking Ladders which I find no point in playing, at all, and then you're released like trapped sheeps in a barn.
Don't even get me started on how many times I go to school for 2 or even 1 hour.
I think the school's system can turn my low blood pressure to a fucking high blood pressure one day and eventually, death.
Bodoh.
But ultimately, the ones that can keep me sane in school are the 2 babi gondols who constantly abuse me like I'm their Philipino maid.
1 babi gondol dah macam jantan. A man trapped in a girl's body. Punch here punch there, pull people's hair! Fart in public like her father owns the world like that.
Read: Elyana Binte Amran.
The other babi gondol pinch pinch pinch. I lock you and a Burung Tiung in 1 room then you know. You cry ah I tell you, Farah Liyana Binte Ridwan.
My secret weapon? My nails. Mahahahhahaa.
I think the 3 of us laughs too much. But 'too much' this time, is good.
Sidetrack.
Eversince that fall, my knee has been hurting like
goodness gracious me and the bruise is still visible even after a month.
I think I cracked something.
Cacat.
Plus the still-not-healed broken toe, I walk like some Hunchback Of Notre Dame reject when both starts hurting like NENEH.
haha twins
Hell yeah you can smoke at Night Safari!
Don't let it go away. This feeling has got to stay.
Who sent this maniac?
Cause I've never had this taste in the past.
I miss you like neneh you pig.
Eh so fast December already ah.