My eyebrow piercing is non-existant already lah.
The flesh fucking TORE out and all that's left is a scar =(
I miss it. Neh.


HAHAAHA!!!
Fucking huge discovery I made. LOL funny shit sia.
It's either guys are shallow as hell or girls are just emotionally deep.
Maybe it's a bit of both but I think guys are just shallow hahahaaha hurh!


SO!
Attempt number 1 at seriously quitting smoking failed.
Finally decided to quit so I can save my fucking hard-earned cash and probably save my fucking life also.
And to turn over a new leaf. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Who the bloody hell am I kidding. Wanna save money only haha

Stupid fever plus headache plus some backache thing probably my pancreas or kidney or whatever shit aching plus coughing plus tummy doing some weird things like wanting to puke and it was only the fucking second day.
But having the mood swings and getting pissed off easily was already present on the first day hhahahaa bodoh sia babi betol.
Cannot tahan already, went to fucking buy cigarettes and smoked 22 minutes of my life away in 5 minutes.
Do the math lah, 1 cigarette = 11 minutes of your life gone.
And DAMN it felt gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood. Better then getting to eat after starving for more than 24 hours.

HOW SIA LIKE THAAAAAAAAAAAT?!
I wanna cut my hands off so I can't fucking smoke that shit anymore. FUCK AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I keep asking myself how in the world I'm gonna do this when nothing is holding me back. Besides my hard-earned cash and my conscience. Dammit.
I. Am. Seriously. Pissed. At. Myself.
Stress sia, nabey cheebai.


I hope to update more progress rather than setbacks up on my blog.
But I bet there'll be more setbacks.
Alot more.

Ohkay school's starting in 8 hours, gonna go sleep my life away.

DAMN THIS FEVER!