allowed entry at 10:32 pm

It's
that time already.
All I needed was an eye-opener.
And that was it, today.
I had the displeasure of reality hitting me in the face three times. That was more than enough signs to tell me to sit down, shut up and think.
I'm sorry I made you guys cry. Guess I'm already doomed to hell.
A disappointment. A mistake. A fucked-up experiment. That's all I am.
I hope you didn't mean it when you said I'm not your daughter anymore.
And as for my boyfriend, please don't die.
No. Matter. What.
=(