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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
allowed entry at 1:01 am

People who speak more then they listen should consider how peculiar they would look if they had two mouths and one ear.
Some people just don't know when to talk and when to shut the fuck up.

I am sick of the pride.
I am sick of the glory.
I am sick of the pretense.
I am sick of the hypocrisy.
I am sick of the back stab.

Menyampah sial. Mati siang-siang tanak. Dah besar menyusahkan orang.
This is why I'm too lazy to entertain people.
People always tell me I have the "malas nak layan" look.
And it bloody hell is true.

I don't like talking to people who make no sense to me.
I don't like talking to people about subjects that are trivial to me.
I don't like talking to people who like to talk about other people who don't fucking matter to me.
Sometimes, I just don't like talking to people.
Not a bitch, but I just know when to shut my mouth, and how to shut my mouth.
Plus my ears just burn up when people talk nonsensical bullshit.

I'm proud of the fact that I don't trust people easily.
I trust the flea on my cat more then I can trust a human being.
If there were fleas on my cat in the first place.
Humans are evil. Fucking homo sapiens.



On to the beautiful side of my life, the weekend was a treat for myself away from my busy weekdays.
It's school and work, back home at 11PM, and the same routine the next day.
Despite the lack of sleep, I can still wake up early in the morning for school.
And even go for Sports and Wellness to jump jump jump and run run run.
Jumping is fun. I think I was a grasshopper in my previous life.

Anyways.




Yany to Daya: "Kau kluar dengan si kerinting tu eh?"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHA!!! Kurangaja bodoh, kau.







Happy belated Birthday Hadi Iskandar!
Camera shy sia this boy! I had to take this picture secretly and convince him that it's blur as hell.
Tak fahaaaaam aku -.-
He didn't even tell me it was his birthday. Hurh.


And it was fun hanging out with the boys just now.
Playing Guitar Hero lah, bola lah, wrestling lah, skating lah.
Play masak-masak also got.
And oh, I think we're gonna postpone the KL trip.
16th can? Don't say cannot. I punch your face.
We'll have a lil more time to save money. I guess.


Gaji bila nak masok daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah?!

I wanna shave my head ah. haha bye.


Thursday, October 23, 2008
allowed entry at 12:30 am

=(


It's not easy, in fact it's straight up difficult, for me to adapt to changes.
Especially ones as major as this.
I've always been running away from problems and it includes this too.
I. Cannot. Accept. It.
Fuck.


Sunday, October 19, 2008
allowed entry at 10:54 pm


I now know that some kids have bigger heads then I do. ahah

Aaaaahhh.
Who wanna go out with me this weekend?
I'M FINALLY NOT WORKING.
Come, book me, CEPAT.
ahahahhaa
No need to gaduh2 at my tagboard.


So someone's been stealing my fucking cigarettes.
Idiot took at least 5 sticks at one shot.
And messed up my ciggy box.
I hate it when it gets all crumpled up. When I catch him/her, fucker's gonna die.


Speaking of fuckers, I heard Singapore's gonna have this new "law" where people are gonna get fucking fined for cursing and swearing in the fucking public.
That probably means we can't curse and swear in blogs too.
And at the rate I'm going, I'll probably go bankrupt before I reach 21.
Or maybe 19. Hah.


School's been shit.
Friday = Ending at 4pm = Bullshit.
Stupid schedule.
Plus it was dumb of that @#$%^&* to ask us for an 'official letter' stating why we didn't attend his/her class.
My problem lah wanna skip or not. hahahah bodoh sia.
My grades, my attendence, my brain, my future.
Pity you for having to sit in a class with less than 10 people, talking some bullshit while I enjoy my time far far away from school.
haah cabot pon susah. ape dah.

Ohkay tomorrow confirm gaduh with teacher already.
Get ready ah smue. hhhaha bye.


Sunday, October 12, 2008
allowed entry at 3:11 am

Just because people do horrible things, it doesn't always mean they're horrible people.


Man overboard.
Damn you for making me feel like shit.
Damn you for putting me through this shit. Can't believe I got myself into this situation in the first place.
And damn you for making me feel like I'm the worst person I know.
You owe me for this, for everything.

And damn this seriously annoying sleeping disorder.
No matter how worn out I am, I sleep at 6am every frickinnnnnn day.
Happens everytime the holidays arrive.
And when school starts, I sleep like some polar bear hibernating during the freaking winter. Go school sleep, afternoon sleep, everytime also sleep. Hurh.


I seriously cannot get the VERY memorable phrases from The House Bunny out of my head.
"Can I just get the Mahi instead of the Mahi-Mahi cause I'm not that hungry."
"Manhole. I like that word, manhole."
"I gotta meet this freakin' bird!"
L-O-fucking-L.
What else do you expect from a Happy Madison Productions.


Raya this year is so... URGH.
Didn't get to jalan raya with both the ITE kids and the secondary school dudes.
I think Haiqal's pissed at me for that.

But on the brightside, I got to go for the Raya cum Certificate thingamagic.
Everyone else were dressed up except me and Dane lol
Went into the hall place thingy? whatever, with muke slumber only -.-
I hate wearing baju kurung omg BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!






Orange dude saw me taking pictures, nudged at Aqmal and both smiled like some Colgate commercial. Cute sia haah


HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA muke kontollllllllll


I <3 you and you.


Woohoo tribal council. Makcik and nenek at the back sebok only lah.

Speaking of neneks, I saw the trailer for my grandma's new movie and OMG MY GRANDMA IS SO CUTE.
Her line in the trailer was, "It's payback time!"
AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA FUCK SIA I fucking rolled on the floor and laughed till I cried.
And that was only a trailer -.-

PS: The cert we got looked so gay siak! Bloody hell. What kinda cert is lime green sia wtf. Sape ajar pon tak tau.
Fucking gay, man -.-



Happy 18th Birthday NorHidaya Binte Sidek!
I know we haven't been hanging out for quite some time already and it's damn hard to reach me now. Let alone see me.
But I hope to, soon, cause I miss hanging out with you.
I love you baby.
<333


Sunday, October 05, 2008
allowed entry at 5:24 pm

Wah, die ah.

If only you knew the life I've been leading,
If only you knew the stuff I've been doing,
If only you knew the things I've been thinking,
You'd wish I'd never been born.


Since before I turned 18, my dad's been pestering me to get my bike license.
And when I finally get hyped up to enroll, my brother just had to rain on my parade and fucken forbid me from riding a bike.
Nabey, angry sia! His wife also kena forbid hhahaha lol kontol ah my brother. Nabey.
Now I'm forced to get a car license.
With him as my instructor.
Wah die ah. If he scold me in the car, I swear I'm gonna bang the car into a wall one ah I tell you.


Now that some people have forgotten that I'm still alive and kicking, I find no purpose in trying to communicate with anyone at all.
I find it useless now.
But some have been pure sweethearts and make me smile and laugh. They've been coming to my store to come see me work, mess up the clothes I just finished folding and fetched me too lol cuteness.
To name a few, Kaisha and Christine, Dane, Hatim and Reezan with Nunu, Kye and also Saini.

But ultimately, no one beats family.
They're the reason why I'm still me.
But daaaaaamn I'm so screwed up, I scare myself.


Cookie has been a real sweetheart and gives me kisses every afternoon when he wakes me up and before I sleep in the morning.
Awesome shittt lol

Ohkay wanna go my brother's house bye.