hah.
I'm such a jerk at times, I scare myself.
You're so *&^%$ at times, you're driving me away.
You chose this. So none of it is my fault.


I like how you make me smile and laugh even when I'm down in the dumps.
I like how you don't snap me back to reality whenever I zone out but instead, you let me be.
I like how you don't force me to talk when I don't want to.
And the fact that you said those stuff and actually meant it kinda moved me.
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.


Have you ever wondered who'll attend your funeral if you're dead?
What if your friends didn't know that you're dead?
I've been thinking about that since last year and I've finally decided to give my blogger and MySpace password to Ila, telling her that if she ever got to know that I'm gone, she must be the one to post it in my blog and to close down my MySpace.
That is, if my blog and MySpace are still alive and kicking.
When she read my text message, she freaked out, cried and called me ahahaha
And the both of us were down with fever on the same day.
Cool shitszxszxsxsz.

Have you ever wondered how long you're gonna keep up with your current lifestyle?
Ohkay, take me for example.
Forever not at home one ah aiyah, always meeting people to have chill out sessions. If not, we buat kerje bodoh.
Soon, every single one of my friends are gonna build a life of their own. Starting families, building careers and everything else in between.
Everyone's gonna be busy with their own life.
One day, all of this is gonna end.
So I keep wondering and asking myself when I'm gonna start living my own life.
Thinking about it is scaring me and I don't feel like growing up just yet.
I'm 17 and I don't wanna move on.
Suddenly I feel proud to be 17 ah haha.




Her mum says we look alike ahahah
OMFG we do! Holy shit. I don't wanna go out with you already ah Yaany!
"Now we no more kring kring kring. Now we take tit tit tit tit tit ah. We home home take tit tit tit tit tit. Kteck Kteck Kteck"
AHAHAHAHAHA!
Neh neh poo poo Yaany laughed in the train alone.


And I just realised, LOTS of people trip infront of me.
If people walk infront of me confirm suay one, they trip then I laugh.
Then if I trip, I cannot accept. I curse and swear my worn down flip-flops and the stupid wet floor.
Bloody nabey cheebai.
Don't like me say only ah, no need to embarrass me right, cheebai. Tell my mother.