What happens when things have taken a toll on you, and you just need a break?

1. Go to school and get a massage from a friend.
2. Talk bullshit and laugh for 5 hours in school.
3. Sing songs during lectures and also while on the way to a lecture. Which doesn't exist in the 1st place.
4. Grab some fags from friends.
5. Smile to strangers on your way home.
6. Stop by the library to get a good book.
7. Read the book to experience someone else's life. Step out of reality for just a moment to enter the realm of imagination.
8. Take the longest bath on Earth, like you haven't taken one in a gazillion years.
9. Talk on the phone with your best friend.
10. And in between steps 1 to 9, remember to smoke some fags.

Aaah, my 10 step guide to having a break.
Not that I needed one in the first place.
I was just bored out of my freaking mind.
And my thoughts were messed up. I still have no idea what was bugging me though -.-

People around me being sick isn't fun.
No fun at all.
Nabila, if you ever have to go into surgery, I swear to God I will fucking wait for you outside the door till you're done with the surgery.
If you get warded, I won't fucking go to school.
I'll be next to your bed, talking bullshit with you.
You probably can't talk, so I guess I'll just talk to myself. hahaha
But I hope you don't have to go through any of that shit.
I love you to the fucking core too, you know.



♥♥♥

Random thoughts and facts of the day;

1. I have an awesome family. Though they get so fucking annoying and may and will suck the life out of me.
2. I just noticed there's a bruise on my knee. Hideous, man.
3. My parents aren't talking to each other again. Cute, but not funny. Ohkay it's funny haha
4. I do not and will never ever look like my bf, eventhough practically everyone says so. I know what my face looks like, I know what his face looks like. We do not look the fucking same. Plus, I don't look like a guy and he doesn't look like a girl. Tsk.
5. I smell like a fruit. hahahahahaah -___-