allowed entry at 12:04 am
Just when I thought I had the "mysterious vibe" hovering around me, I get to know that I'm nowhere near there.
My friends are really sneaky.
With the way they go behind my back and talk about me.
They practically know every single thing going on in my life, though I've never said anything in particular to anyone.
I tell them the bits and pieces, and they sum everything up together and get the big picture.
Smart people, my friends.
In a way, I'm really flattered that they actually do care about me and really mean what they say.
They make up half of my life. Maybe even more.
Sometimes they amaze me. They even make me speechless.
No one makes me speechless.
Cause I'm always running my mouth here and there.
So when one makes me speechless, you'll know I'm either amazed or freaked out.
I think they combine those two reactions and make my heart freeze.
It's amazing, the way they make me feel.
The way they move me.
The way they make me feel safe and secured.
The way they make me feel so special.
I feel like I'm being watched over by them, though they're not always in sight.
I don't know what I did to deserve them, really.
I guess luck is just on my side right now.
Whatever it is, it's really working for me and I'm grateful. I truly am.
I would wanna list out all the names, but maybe I'll just keep them to myself.
You guys are too special to be exposed to the whole wide world to.
Yeah, I'm selfish about my friends ahhahahah XD
To me, friendships aren't temporary and they aren't just a phase that passes by.
Friendships; they never ever sink.
If you think you're one of "them", you
probably are.