allowed entry at 12:43 am
     I'm at my wits end.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wanna go on a murder spree.
Decapitate every stranger I see and hang their heads at the gates of Cemetery Drive.
Mother fucking son of an illegitimate crack whore!
GAH!
My itinerary for everyday has been like
School. Home. Out. Home. Sleep.
School. Home. Out. Home. Sleep.
School. Home. Out. Home. Sleep.
No lunch. No dinner.
Aching legs and body. 2 ginormous eye bags.
So today has been a really lazy day for me.
Which was heavenly.
Woke up at noon, saw my cat puke but I couldn't be bothered.
Watched teevee till 3PM then took a bath.
More teevee. More laziness.
Mmhmm. That's life.
Being alone has never felt so good.
And after listening to heaps of trance, pop, hip hop and R&B,
I'm back to listening to the thing I'd define as the root of music itself.
Punk rock.
I sense my ears being happy.
Oh look, they're jumping. WHEE!
It won't be long till I return to finding new bands to listen to.
AND ROS!!
What's up with the opening statement of your blog post yesterday?!
No other examples to give is it? haahha
Anyways,
Lemme show you some pictures.

He makes me feel like I really do exist in this world.

While this woman, oh my god what do I say about this woman.
Saying that she's amazing and wonderful would be a mother fucking understatement.
Oh Oh Oh!
Iryani Binte Samsudin!
All the best to you for your Os.
I wanna see you in poly, ohkay?
Will see you soon!
Study hard, idiot ♥
I know my bloggeh is lacking pictures.
I rarely take out my camera from my bag nowadays.
Plus it's Raya.
Everyone in my family is out with my camera.
While I'm either home or outside. Not Raya-ing.
No fucking mood for bloody celebrations.
And I've been getting mood swings since 4 days ago.
Sorry if I hurt you with my words and/or actions.
I. Have. To. Be. Left. Alone.
That's what you've always wanted, right?
It's been a hell of a long time, Mr. Alcohol.
I wanna have a chat with you soon.
Then I'll gulp you down in heaps.
And then you'll sit in my tummy, and wonder if the both of us would get home safe and sound.
I can't wait to get a chance to reunite with you, Mr. Alcohol sir.
Love, your long lost drinker.

I was playing Haziq's PSP at the zoo.
Heh.
Tak senonoh siak duduk terkang-kang.