allowed entry at 6:56 pm
     God, please tell me why -
- It's so hard for me to let things go, may it be tangible or intangible.
 
- I'm too optimistic.
- I'm too hopeful.
- I do everything with my full heart and soul.
 
- It takes up alot of my strength to get back up again when I fall.
- People change.
- Some people can't tell the difference between what's real and what's fake.
- You gave me emotions.
- You're killing me with the things you're putting me through.