allowed entry at 2:50 am
And so a bottle of Absolut Vodka didn't get me drunk =(I knew that was gonna happen.I still had the energy and mental health to walk to Bedok Central looking for takoyaki, play around with my cats and fry myself some fries.If only I had rich motherfuckers as some acquaintences.I'd live off of them and I wouldn't need to waste a single cent on boozing or shopping.Anyhoos, today was kinda ohkay.We bowled at the spur of the moment.And yes, I do SUCK at bowling.I only hit 20 out of a fucking hundred pins.knnbccb.
See the 2nd last row?Yeah. That's my pathetic score. CB.But I like bowling anyways.I'm up for a game anytime =DBut I wonder why bowling bowls have to be so heavy.Why, dude? WHY!? -.-"
So anyways, while I was stoning at GV Marina Square's balcony, I did a magic trick.
Style, aye?It's tilting like that without any form of support.I have powers. Nyahahaha -.-"
"And when we get home, I know we won't be home at all
This place we live, it is not where we belong
And I miss who we were in the town that we could call our own
Going back to get away after everything has changed
Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind?
Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
It's taking up our time again
Go back we can't go back at all"
Yes, I miss that dearly departed.
I miss those times when we would just talk.
I miss you.
Alot.
And when I lie on my bed thinking how much it hurts, I realise that you don't have a clue.
You don't feel the way I feel.
And that's the hardest punch of reality [maybe not the hardest] I've had to face from all this.
I don't know if I should move on.
A huge part of me says yes but a tiny voice in my head says no, thinking that something might happen, EVENTUALLY.
Yes, I know I'm overly optimistic and it's getting quite annoying.
So yeah, I miss you =(
And so I say peace to you.
THIS HEART, IT BEATS, BEATS FOR ONLY YOU
Kill me for being melodramatic and jiwang.
